I CAN....

"I can feel what you're feeling now — and you are worth it." but I am not really sure what I am feeling right now because sometimes I just feel like I was nothing and not worthy for anybody.

And sometime I feel like I was just being a wall for someone happiness and I feel like I was the one who holding them back from their own happiness so that's why sometimes I just don't want to say anything in any condition because I didn't want to hold back them from feeling their happiness.

And sometimes I just feeling like I was the one who always makes them sad and I feeling like I was totally useless and bad for my partner because I just feel so small and feel like I was nothing compared to others guys.

Maybe that's the reason sometimes I feel so insecure about myself and also sometimes I feel so terrified that someone going to stole you from me I know it sounds stupid and dumb but I can't help myself because I just ordinary guy I don't have what other guy have like nice face, good body and etc.