TODAY'S FEELING

Today I feel a bit relieved because I already done the things that I needed to get back to my city to see my mom and I just needed to wait until the times come to get back and it is going to be so special time for me and my family because they going to meet with Stevie.

I am so excited for it because I really missed my mom and my nephew and also, I am excited because he going to come with me to my city and see my mom and it's going to be the first time, they see each other in person.

I hope my mom will be alright to see him in person because it's their first time and well I knew my mom will be alright with Stevie because my mom knows that I love him so much and we been together for quite sometimes now.

And I really hope everything will going well and smoothly when we are in my city and also another thing is I really hope he can clear his schedule and make times to meet me there in my city I really look forward to introduce him to my family specially my mom.

I know it's really big steps to take and it's a lot to process for them because I bring him back after a while from my coming out moment but my family already know that I was together with him since the day I was coming out so I think everything will be alright.

And I know it will because my mom said to me that she loves me no matter what I am and she will support me whatever my decision is and she will be happy for me if I was happy and she also actually looking forward to see him in person which makes me happy and a relief excited for it.

And I really thankful that I got such a lovely mother and so kind and very open-minded mom and I totally really happy for it and thank you for you mom for always being the best mom and the person that I really needed the most and I really loves you mom.