MISSED :(

I missed him so much and I feel like I want to go to Syd now and see him but I couldn't since I was still needing the visa application decision result and I was so scared and worried what will happened because this is the time where we will be always wondering what will happened to the application.

And I just could pray and hoping that everything will be alright with the visa application and I wish I could the result soon sometimes next week or before he back from his trip in Gold Coast because I so missed him so much and I wish I could see him as soon as possible.

I mean I know even though if it's not going through, I still can see him when he comes visit me here, but still, I really want to visit him there and see his city and see and meet his family if he doesn't mind.

Because last month we already go visit my city and he meet my family I really enjoyed that trip and I really glad that I can introduce him to my mom and everyone in my family except for my father because he is no longer staying and lives in my city but I hope one day I can also introduce him to my father even though is not really matters anymore.

I wish everything will be alright and I can see you soon my love Stevie, I missed you so much and I really want to be next to you right now and I want to cuddle and kissed you right now I wish it will be real soon not just stupid writing and words here hahahaha I am just kidding....