WHY ME?

  I ever ask to him why me? , why did he choose me from all others that he meets and even until now I can't even be certain why because whenever I ask him about that he will always answer it, but it seems not like a truly what he wanted to say.

  I mean like he always can't give me the answer that can makes me feel delightful to hear the answer is, but in a way, I keep trying not to ask the same question all the time to him because I know that he loves me and I do the same to him I love him so much to with all my heart.

  And after quite sometimes I keep it down and silence about it I finally so sudden try to be brave and asking him again the same question and the answer is really surprised me and it more than that I was expected this time the answer makes me feel so grateful and delightful.

  The answer is something that I was really surprised me he like me it's because he likes the way I am is not because I am fragile from the past, He like me because I was different and I was mature for him and also, I always put up with him no matter what happened and there are many others ways that he can't explain by words.

  And I am so thankful and glad to hear that but he also should know from my part I like him is not because he was Caucasian, not because he was more mature than me, but it's all because that he put up with everything that I did even though sometimes I do something that really makes him upset.

  But he always put up with it and he always looking at me in the way that no one does and he always be there for me no matter what happened in the sadness or happiness he always be there to warm me up and cheer me up through it.

  I am so thankful for that and I really thankful that I find someone like him who can understand me no matter what happened and he should know that I like him because he are not like all the others, because I don't see anyone but you and you don't even realize it maybe but now I am writing this down for you so you know it and I want you to know that  you are special person in my life and I want you always be by myside no matter what happened and I really love you so much Stevie from the deepest of my heart.