14.What Ifs..

Solace loves sleeping it was afternoon warren was preparing lunch while she was alseep..

Warren : ( Attains a call ) Hello ,

Katie : Hey , Finally you picked up my call I am getting married this week as you know I have nobody like more than an orphanage i don't even have any homage so..

Warren : I will come , send me the address and.. congratulations..

Katie : How about so..( He hangs the phone )

Solace spilled the water so she was wiping it , Warren came and hugged her from back..

She pushed him off..

Solace : Oh , Sorry , I mean sorry..I didn't ( Slaps herself )

Warren : Relax , Solace ( Holds her hands tighter )

He wa furiously looking at her , she faints of..

Warren took her inside and made her sleep he was worried that he walks off and started his research..

He was so busy , that it was evening..

Solace came out and found him asleep he wakes up as feeling her presence around..

Warren : Oh , you are awaken..

Solace : I think , you should leave..

Warren : Why ? ( Folds his arms )

Solace : ( Sighs ) I am not a great person to be with , I mean I just simply don't deserve your honour..i mean tell me one thing I did for you ?

Warren was staring at her ,

Solace : See , Nothing is there I have done for you all I did was.."Planning a love story in my head but never be able to create a one"..I am just..so confused..

Warren walks to her and sits in front of her..

Warren : You are mess , I agree on that "You are strong but it's quite pretentious of your fears , you have heart but shady under the mind , you have a life but you are quite dreaming about it"..

Solace : Exactly , I can't use you to be fine or happy..( Turns her back and fills with tears ) Katie , is your real friend and great one..she knew about me so she protected you from everything even from me..

Warren : ( Pulls her closer and hugs her ) I love you , Without any reason , any purpose or expectations , I just want to live you..but if you are suffering to live ( Whispers in her ears ) You can use me.., use me until you begin to live..that's what will make me alive.."

She melts her shame of who she is , because she was feeling safer , secure emotionally and physically to share her life with someone..

Solace : Listen , I am going to the animal yard hidden here..want to come ?

Warren : Actually , Katie She is getting married..

Solace : Woww , To whom ema ?

Warren : No , To Ken So Can I go..? I mean..

Solace : Of course , why not I mean you should..

Warren : You are not coming then ?

Solace : Trust me she will get upset , I can't do this anymore..let I be a villian in this world at least they are happy with that..heroines always gets questioned , blamed and tortured and I can't..

Warren : ( Whispers in her ears ) I love woman's who go against everything just for her man..

Solace : Woman's ? huh

As he was at gun point with his hands she giggled and so does he..

Warren leaves , and solace was watching until his car leaves of the end of the road..

She , sat down and tears filled her with a gushy smile that how happy she is to feel fine..

As he left , she was beginning to feel an utter emptiness around she tries to occupy herself..

And did all the household chores , until she gets tired and fluffy over her bed..

Warren calls , she sees until it becomes an missed call she was watching and picks up..

But he hangs up now she smiled and knew he was upset..

Solace : ( Staring at the ceiling ) What is love ? Smiles , Happiness , Talking , Missing , Kissing , And..big fat lies..? ( Smirks and got up )

Calls him , and he was busy she called again , and again..and he picks up..

Solace : Hello, I saw your call I was in shower..so..?

Warren : Flowers , Should be subtle don't make it vibrant umm listen I'll call you later I am busy..( Hangs the call up )

Solace was upset now , that she slept away the night , the next day..

She got up feeling lousy , that folding bedsheets was a heavy task she rolled it and threw in the corner..

Went down by the stairs but her slippers made her fumble one step down..

She was scared for a moment ,

While making breakfast , she was cutting the vegetables as if it was made for a beast..

Is when she just added a little pressure on the knife and her palm was bleeding she went to do first aid but that didn't helped..

while taking her purse for going to doctor , she bumped herself in the table and getting annoyed enough look6 at the blood flow she ties her hand tightly with a scarf..

And Went down , through her home and walked for a while getting tried and sitting and getting up back..

Finally she came ,

Solace : ....my hands..

The Person who runs a plant medicinary , saw and puts soil over it and made her drink turmeric water..

She was left to take some rest , is when she was staring at the sky through the window..

But all she was soaked in her fears ,

Solace : Stop it solace enough , ( Takes deep breath )

But was having dreams of him getting beheaded ,

is what made her get up restlessly and before she could leave..

A man came in a casual cotton pant and shirt wear : Where you going ?

Solace : Sorry , ( Leaves )

The Man : You can never runaway from your self , no matter how hard you try to..

Solace turns suprisingly ,

The Man : I know , you are trying to run , since you were eighteen it's been a time that you have been kept running and never found peace within..

Solace : Who are you to assume things about me like that ?

The man : Umm , Right Your name is solace and you were here with your boyfriend named warren..

Solace : Is that was a trust trial ?

The man : You have , a birth mark on the backside of your waist..

Solace : What ? okay , i beleive you are some kind of magician but this is not i am up for now..so I'll leave..

The man : Fine , you can bump into chaos the moment you step out but you will never be able to find peace..( Leaves before her )

Solace :( follows him and ) Okay listen , i have some Pyschology issues in my head that I keep suffering from which so yes..is that enough or shall I give my entire existence speech to you with a heavy note explainations ?

The Man : I do not need that , you are readable if someone is at peace..( She was for a second mesmerized into his eyes )

Warren was worried the other side , thinking about her constantly was giving him mood of temper..

That he snapped a plate of glass..