The Novel ( when pain becomes part of you but your love just shows up)

Peggy was going mad when she realizes that the people she kidnapped were nowhere to be found.

" Hell, where did they go". She said shouting at her bodyguards.

  " Our queen please we are sorry we couldn't get them"

" Sorry for your miserable self you idiot...I told you not to live their sight for even one second and what did you do .. what".  She said and hold his neck tightly ready to break every single bone in him out.

   " We are sorry...but Dora asked us to go out and when you need us you will order for us that was why we Left".  One of the guards said,

" Dora..". Then she tried remembering when Dora came to her and had a toast with her for their success.

  " So that witch has also joined them....". She smirked and gave a heavy punch to the face of the guard she was holding and left him fainted on the floor.

  Just when she was about to go out of the house, her phone began to rang. It was a call from her mother.

  " All of you should shut up....none of you should dare talk when I'm not done with the call"

   They all kept quiet.  And she took the call.

" Hello mom"

" Yh honey, where are you I have been looking for you in the school but they said they haven't seen you ... where have you gone to". Her mother said from the other side of the phone.

  ( Ooh no I'm dead...what is my mother doing there.. what if she finds Magdalene...non..no).  She thought about it to herself and quickly replied to her mother.

  " Ooh mom I have gone out to buy something and I'm on my way coming.. please go into my apartment and wait for me"

" Don't worry I'm in my car I don't want anyone to see me..."

  " But why mom"

" Have you forgotten I'm a famous woman, what if someone sees me and takes a picture of me..what will the media say about me.. that I went to the most popular school and I didn't even tell them.. anyway I just saw a girl passing by and she looks exactly like you I even thought it was you"

  ( No way what was she doing there... wasn't she supposed to be in a coma"

  " Hello"

" Yes yes, mom I'm coming please wait for me". She told her mom and end the call.

***

   " I'm going out to see my mom and by the time I come back here you should be done cleaning the mess off here and dragged that old man into the secret store room ... have I made myself clear".   They all nodded their heads.  She then took her car keys and rushed out.

***

Cecilia took a while walk across the sea shore before she took another car and went back to her school.

   " Hey, you are here". Becky said almost shouting when she saw Cecilia entering the room.

Everyone turned their attention to her, and they asked her where she went and why did she make them worried.  She explained everything that happened to them, and she then show them the book the guy with the Golden eyes gave her.

   " Cecilia I hope you know that I'm the ruler of the school now and I promise to do everything or offer you anything I can give you to help you be a happy girl...I have found a home tutorial who will be coming to teach you every day". 

Everyone was happy to hear that.  Cecilia thank her and told them that she needed to read the story.

    " Ooh sure, you can go inside and read what it has for you".  Becky told her and she excuse herself.

She went inside her room and sat on her bed.

  She opened the first page of the book.

PLEASE NOTE: This is also part of the story but it goes to Cecilia alone.

        ( When pain becomes part of you but your love just shows up)

    

   Hi, my name is Bella and I'm going to tell you a short story about my life. My story starts with a day, a day that will never fade away in my mind a day that has been printed in my memories forever. The day when my own family threw me away from the world.

     Well, I'm not going to tell you my story starting from the beginning, but somewhere in the middle. 

It was Wednesday morning and I was in school, my class teacher couldn't come to school that day.  But the previous day, he told us about a test we will have written if he had come to school.

  But unfortunately, he couldn't come so we were not able to do the test. Since he was the teacher and we were just some mere students, he has authority over us.

    I was very annoyed since I spent my day in and out learning for that test. Although I was living in a very sound environment where I can learn any time I want to, I still didn't want to forget what I have learned.

  To tell the truth, I don't care if I suddenly developed into a tiny girl, so tiny to get carried away by the winds. Like anything as far I won't remember all the horrible things that happened to me

   Life seems fun right because I forgot what I need to remember and remember what I need to forget.  The problem of having a family who doesn't care about you is sometimes equal to torture.

I quickly got off my chair when I heard the bell for our first break.  The whole class became rowdy after the bell rang. With anger, I got up to leave. Standing up to go, my conscience came crashing on me as ever before.

  I asked unnecessary questions to no one in particular.

   I'm I beautiful, do I look good in my uniform, is my hair well braids, do I look like someone people will like to be friends with, is my walking style good or awful. 

   That was the question I was asking myself but to no one in particular. since my family was not ready to talk to me, pamper me or even if not pamper something like make me also feel like I'm a human being who also exist under the sun.

  I walk past the glass door avoiding the irrelevant questions on my mind.

  Besides questions I have no answers to, questions I don't even want to know the answers to. I walk to the staff common room to see the one who said in her best friend. 

     Well, she was the class perfect and also the school prefect. so she was very important unlike me who was just a follower. our class teacher after school yesterday gave her some books to mark so at that moment she was busy marking, Soo much was on her to do and for that matter, my present was completely ignored.

"Hahaha...why won't you be ignored even by the one who calls you her best friend..or have you tried to forget that you are nobody....no please don't try ". Pain whispered into my ears and giggled darkly.

   I ignored pain besides is nothing just a sad demon who wants to torment me all the time.

This will not get me this time I said to myself.

***

"Doreen are you not going for a break today". I asked my busy friend while I gave a way for a teacher.  I could barely make her out of the plenty of books she was marking. She looks too busy to even look up and answer me.

  Why won't she ignore me since she was more beautiful than I was? much taller than me and her chocolate color match perfectly with her skin. My voice was drowned in her ears unheard since I wasn't the one the world was looking for.

  "Ooh God even if no one will talk to me not even my friend," I said to myself.

"Hey can't you see she doesn't want to talk to you why don't you just leave her alone and go crawl into your grave...you should rather die for no one wants to be your friend no one....do you know why... because you are nothing ". 

   That was pain again.

She got up and packed the rest of the unmarked books and stormed out of the room alerting me to wait for her.

   I stood at one corner of the room and watched her left the room. I had a thought to leave the room and go away.

   "Why is everyone turning against me..why"

  "Hey look here no one is ready to be friends with a girl who doesn't even remember her parents...you should end your life rather than stay out here and suffer from loss of friends and family". That was pain again, it was soo much on me to give my life. No matter how I try to let him out of my life still he comes.

***

When I descended the staircase, I saw her and some of her friends who mean soo much to her gathered around her and was laughing happily. How I wish I could laugh like that again.

  She was sitting with one of her legs on one of the girls.

    " Eiiii...I came to you up in the staff room but you were busy making books it seems like you are free now.."

   She turned her head and looked me upside down and said.  "So... didn't I ask you to wait for me there and why did you follow me here? Please you have eyes that can see that I'm still busy so you can go and buy your food besides I'm not holding your legs or I'm not stopping you from going ". She giggled and her friends laughed too.

   " Hahaha... won't you laugh too ..uh..is that not what you are good at.. pretending like everything is alright". Pain laughed.

   Yes, that was what I was good at. I will just pretend that everything is alright. I stood still beside her since she was the one who talk to me sometimes.

   " Hey you, I didn't mean it, I was just joking". Doreen said.  Well I know she meant it but what can I do..nothing.  I quickly fake a smile on my face and she tapped on my shoulders when she was upstanding.  "It's okay don't worry it won't happen again I promise". She said again.

   That her words cooled down my heart and my burning anger.  I was relieved since it seems like someone also care about me.

   She then told me that she will like to take a walk with me. I was very happy to hear about that. I agreed with her and we started to walk. While we were walking, we were also talking about what happened in the class and all that.)

Cecilia was getting along with the story very well. she adjusted herself on her bed to have a good time reading.