LOVE YOU RYAN

Ryan ,

I am so sad for my behaviour . I can't understand what is going on . You all know , I am the cold blooded mafia . I am psychopath . I can kill people for fun and enjoyment when they submitting to me or they cried because of me . I am so happy at the time but when I remembered her crying and begging . I feel so guilty and dejected . Today she is not speaking to me . Her cuteness and childish behaviour are lost . I am so sad . I got a call from the Italian Mafia gang for party . I thought to bring Myra but no she will panick . I decided to go single . There are different type of girls there wearing so revealing dancing . There were beautiful girls but not more than Myra . Actually I do sex with one night stand per day but after I married to Myra , I must be loyal to her . So I didn't sex with anyone but my body wants sex but I can't force Myra to sleep with me . She is a nice girl . There are so many blonds and brunettes are dancing without wearing anything . My cock is straightened . I wanted to release very badly . I thought that I am sorry Myra . Then I select one blonde . She is ok for my today's night . I stare at her . She simply come and sit on my lap and giving pleasure . She asked to come to private . I smirk at her . She then made me to go to private room . I stand and ask her to strip and suck me . She kneel down and suck my cock . I moaned in pleasure . I moaned " Myra ,,,,,,Myra I love you " . After sometimes I came to reality that she is not Myra . She is some whore . I throw some money on her face and went outside the room . I love her so much . I love my Myra . When I went to mansion . I saw her sitting in a sofa and thought something . When she recognize me . She came towards me and ask me to eat dinner . She didn't speak to me anything . After sometimes , I saw her she stares at me suit . I don't know why . After she noticed that I saw her . She starts to eat . Then after that she stares at my suit . I asked her , " Myra what are you staring at my suit ?" . She didn't speak anything and she continuous to eat . Then I saw my suit . It was lipstick mark of that slut . So she is feeling something for me that's only she stares at me like that . I saw her eyes filled with tears when she saw my suit . She has something for me . I wanted to know . She then without eating . She stands up and went inside the room and she wears pyjama pants and going to lying on the couch . I didn't speak anything to her . I also lie on the bed . I thought to ask her to sleep on the bed but I have no courage left . The great Mafia king is scared of his wife ,what a lovely moment . I smiled at my thoughts and sleep

I went into a deep sleep . I hear someone is crying . Myra is crying , I don't know why . I went near her . She is scaring . I don't know what is happened . I called her Myra . She suddenly jerked and stand up . She bowed her head down. I asked her to look into my eyes and asked her what is happened . She nodded her head negatively as nothing happened . I know something is wrong .

I asked her that why she is crying . She wiped her tears and suddenly blabbering , " I am sorry Ryan . Don't punish me .... I am sorry " . I don't know why she is sorry what has she done .

I asked her to sit on the bed . She bowed her head and sit . I made her to lie on my lap and I smoothly carving her hair . She is hiccuping in her sleep . I told he , " Myra , I am sorry . I didn't have to punish you but my anger issues made me to punish you . I won't punish you in future for any mistakes . You are a flower . I am a beast Myra . I am unable to handle you but I will learn . So please forgive me . "

She suddenly wakes up and hugged me tightly . I stunned . This is the first time someone hugged me with some care and love . I know she has some feeling for me but I break her to the core . There is some drop of tears falling from my eyes . She asked me , " Ryan , I am sorry . If I do anything wrong , punish me but don't leave me . I don't know it is love or something but I have feeling for you . Sorry Ryan , I decided to revenge you for your action . I have decided to make you fall for me and then I reject you . These are my plans but I failed Ryan . I am sorry Ryan for my stupidity . This is my mistake , you can punish me but don't leave me . I realize when I saw the lipstick mark on your suit . My heart shattered into million pieces . I thought that thousands of knife pierced my heart . I know what do you think but there is a pain when you punish me , humilation but when I saw the lipstick mark in your suit , my heart is broken . I know you didn't love me , for taking revenge you are married me but I literally fallen for you . I know you have girlfriend or mistress , you can spend time with them but please check yourself when you came home . I know you didn't see me as a wife but you are my husband , I can't bear the pain when my husband touching other women . I know I am disgusting and ugly . You can't accept me as your wife but please consider me . I don't know why my love is always oneside . I can't loved by someone . My fate that is ok . I know I can't able to control but this is my simple request . Ryan , can I ask you a question "

I simply nodded my head and my eyes full of tears . I am literally crying . She asked me , " Ryan , I know I am ugly . Not equal to your status or your handsome . You married me for the revenge . I know I am disgusting or sometimes I irritate you with my innocence and childish behaviour . Don't I have a worth of your whore or mistress "

Author pov ,

He is crying . He can't expect that question . " Myra , I love you " . He confesses his love to her . She is so happy . He claimed her lips and suck the juicy lips . She also responded the kiss and moaned ," Rya...an"

He then confesses his love to her , " I love you Mrs. Ryan Milton . When I first saw you in the conference . I fall for you Myra . There is no mistress or girl friend for me . You are my first love and only love . I can't leave you . If I leave you I will be die . I know I am not the perfect guy for you but you are perfect to me . You can tame the beast . If you willing to leave . I can't allow you to leave . I can't believe that you fall for me deeply after that monstrous act but you are mine . I love you so much Myra . You are the only relation to me . There is no one for me to cry or anything but you are only to me . I always love you Myra . "