You cannot handle the truth,
I tell myself as the words jumble in my head,
The locks keeping them in are breaking
And I can sense a storm ahead.
You won't survive the truth,
I repeat each night,
Writing words in my journal,
Secrets that I hold so tight.
Nobody needs to hear your truth,
I smile until the pain stops,
Making sure nobody sees the single tear
Which on my page it drops.
Why is it so important?
The happiness you cannot seem to find,
Is hidden between the silence
And the wars you fight with your mind.
You are only seeking attention,
That's what they'll all say.
But what if nobody's attention
Is what you crave each day?
It seems to hard to tell someone,
But it seems you better know,
That every other person in the world
Wants to help you grow.
So stop with the heartache,
It's not just hormones of the youth,
You need to get the help you deserve
So please just tell the truth.
♡
"My future"
These two words made Daisy froze in her spot. She took a gander at him hestitantly become flushed spreading all around her face as she investigated hazel circles of Edward Leo, mouth somewhat separated. She opened her mouth to express something as she reluctantly talked,
"Uh? What do you intend to say" asked Daisy confused.
"That you are my future", Edward expressed once more. Daisy took a gander at him quickly to give him a clue that she doesn't have the foggiest idea about what he said. Edward got the clue where she was coming from. So he tapped her head and said,
"Little one, did you fail to remember we are companions? Furthermore, I converse with you generally. So for any future inclinations I need to ask you" Edward saw a flicker of relief and disappointment pass from Daisy's orbs simultaneously. "Is that so?" was what Daisy just mumbled. "Indeed" said Edward causally and was going to change the subject when an unexpected flood of playfulness raced through him, "Other than whatever were you suspecting?" Daisy face was shifted to opposite side yet Edward had the option to see the blush creping upon her cheeks, as her ears were in the shade of profound red. "Nothing, I was simply… " Daisy followed off, "Exactly what?" asked Edward in a prodding tone. "Disheartened… " Daisy said and peered down. "Disheartened? By what?" Edward asked in some way leaving that fun loving nature and prodding to the side, getting more serious at this point.
"It was simply look Edward I'm flattered that you got some information about my future word related inclinations and upheld me thus did I. In any case, the thing is I don't believe that you should rely upon anybody not on me. If you had any desire to accomplish something only let it all out. Try not to ask anybody for endorsement yet for their ethical help you can laud them. I accept an individual ought to do anything they desired to in light of the fact that they are familiar their capacities and interests. Consequently they can choose the best for them. Regardless of whether they cause it up in some way their will to be no second thoughts in their souls. As they obviously realized it was their own choice, no other person."
Daisy let everything out peering down yet she stopped momentarily to see Edward then, at that point, went on with her different words, "Look Edward, my perspectives and ideas will amount to nothing on the off chance that you are difficult with them. Doing it only for my bliss will cause you experience that will eventually cause me to feel regretful. I'm not here alluding myself just however others individuals as well. Finishing up my point of view, Do anything you desired to and I will constantly uphold you come what may" Edward took a gander at Daisy affectionately and briefly Daisy swear Edward's spheres had a flicker like he needed to kiss her. Be that as it may, she shoved these contemplations to the side.
"I understand what you needed to say, however truly I need to take ideas from you. I generally needed to. Regardless of whether we weren't companions. I will in any case attempt to get a method for knowing about...", "About what?" Daisy asked as Edward stopped. "About myself, how you see me, what you think that could be harmful to me in future… " Daisy viewed at Edward as had now a shade of pink on his cheeks. "Edward" Daisy said humble and he covered his becoming flushed face with the rear of his hand to cover it. Daisy just stayed there briefly then ask something,
"Is there something you have longed for accomplishing for quite a while, Edward?" Edward shocked by Daisy's unexpected inquiry yet grinned to himself since Daisy grasped the task. He needed to impart a piece of himself to her. He needed to tell her what is in his mind for the occasion. She likewise grin as she got the smidgen of fulfillment her inquiry gave him. "I needed to find out about Textile Business, however I'm not quick to decide on it expertly. I'm more intrigued by Architecture design plan. Classy and Elegant ancient rarities generally gets my eyes."
"Why haven't you made it happen? In the event that you are keen on Architecture configuration, let it all out. I bet your plans and thoughts will be awesome" Daisy upheld. "Dislike I can't stand Textile work fully. I simply don't thought that it is excessively entrancing" Daisy investigated his eyes briefly then looked forward then proceeded, "Assuming you are confounded by what your dad will feel that is very off-base. You ought to talk about this with him once." Edward completely flustered by Daisy as she pin pointed a similar inquiry. "Umm, I simply figure he will think that it is odd assuming I told him"
"Try not to set yourself ablaze to keep some else warm" Daisy wildly answered. "I didn't intended to say that" Edward lifted his hands in air saying that. "Then what? It is clear Edward you figure your dad won't comprehend you without attempting to start discussion with him" Daisy crushed Edward's hand somewhat subsequent to holding it. "Work things out Edward assuming they annoy you, don't screw up with yourself, I bet he will comprehend" Edward gestured his head in endorsement and put his other hand on their shut ones while grinning at her.
"Picking yourself implies being good for certain associations finishing, assuming you select Architecture design you never realize in future the Textile will give you that fulfillment that you got from it" Daisy commented. "Definitely, you are correct little one" saying that Edward unsettled Daisy's hair energetically. Daisy in the wake of finishing her snickering meeting with Edward proposed, "In the event that you want to take a thought I can give you one" Edward gestured his head enthusiastically like a kid. Daisy recently gestured and energetically recommended, "There is a way by which you can save both, your dad wishes and your longings. By finishing your certification in Textile designing then, at that point, doing specialization in architecture designing you can save both. Your dad business will be moved to you effectively and you can likewise save your fantasies by presenting architecture designing from your privately-owned company as another advancement. How does that sounds?"
Daisy took a gander at Edward who occupied with looking her like the best thing in this world. In a moment Edward embraced her and said, "You are so virtuoso Daisy, you in a real sense tackled all my concern. I will do this and furthermore counsel it with father" actually embracing her firmly in great state. Daisy just grinned at him and tapped his back prior to saying, "Good boy"
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