Matchmaker quest 5.0- a nightmare? Gared's true feelings

"Gared!" she shouted realizing it was him

"Yeah it's me Luc and I'm sorry for everything" He replied

(a little graphic)

"For manipulating victoria and making her use Sebastian and Karz to kill Eric and logan?! did you see the pain he was in?! watching the one he loved being skinned live in front of him?! I told you to stop but did you listen? No!-you had to f*cking kill them! and seeing them end up the way they did-I hoped that it was just a nightmare but it felt so real and I know that they remember too-" She replied sobbing

Gared's eyes widen he didn't know what she was talking about but he remembered the way she reacted before and this had to be the reason -

"was that what you saw before?" he asked

"yes- I'm sorry I know you're not the same but I'm scared that you will be-I just don't want you to hurt me again-" she replied

"Lucy-I-won't hurt you- I promise-" he replied

"I want to believe you-but-you continue to hurt me over and over again and you gave up drew- just Like that-" she replied

"Actually-I- agreed to stay with him-" he replied

"You-What?!" she shouted

"I agreed to stay with him-" He replied

"Are you saying you got back together and you made up?" she replied

"I don't know if we're he didn't fully make that clear but we made up" he replied

"but he wanted you to stay?" she asked

"No, he wanted me to go to you but I couldn't- does that mean I don't love you anymore?" He replied

"Gared-If you didn't love me then why did you come here? why aren't you with Drew?" She asked

"Because drew wanted me to talk with you and make up with you-I love you lucy- I truly do-I-but- if I love drew -I can't love you-" he replied

Lucy finally had enough she immediately slapped him

"It's not one or the other you can have us both I'm perfectly ok with that and I'm sure Drew is too-" She replied

Gared's eyes widen she was right-he never had to choose but why did he? and it was hard to just choose the one now-he hated to admit it but he loved them both

and he kept telling himself that he could only choose one but why did he have to?

if he loved them both then he could-and it wasn't fair since he would have to share them

he didn't want to share Drew with anyone- well except Lucy-if it was her he can handle it but anyone else would die if they laid a single finger on him

he's my hubby! not yours!

did he just call him his hubby?!

he was totally blushing and he was remembering him in that apron!

lucy let out a laugh "I've never seen you blush like this-it's kinda cute" she replied

"I'm not blushing-" he replied with a growl turning away from her

"Gared-don't be like this you were just opening up to me so can you tell me your true feelings towards us both?" she replied

"I-I- Love you both! I told myself that I could only choose one but I realized that I never had to choose and you're the one who made me realize that- I regret leaving drew like that I regret telling you that I loved him more I regret not telling you that I loved you too- and even though I was able to tell you - it wasn't the same- it's just me this time- and I'm telling you it isn't just you I love but drew too-" he replied

her eyes widen she tell that he was telling the truth straight from his heart

he really did have a heart and it was amazing to see him being able to open up to her she felt happy

he truly did love her after all and it made her so happy- and she was willing to love him too and she knew that he loved drew too and she was proud that he was able to tell her his true feelings- and she didn't know exactly why but she hated seeing drew hurt maybe she felt bad because she ended up taking away the one he loved

"I love you too Gared-and I want you to love Drew as you did before but never break his heart again or I'll end you-" she replied

Gared let out a laugh

"I should have realized it sooner you two are really perfect for each other-" he replied

"Me and Drew?" she replied

"Yep and you're even soulmates-" he replied

"We're soulmates?!" she shouted

"yes-I think that he was your first soulmate and I was your second and as for the others I'm not sure the order but all of us are your soulmates- well except Karz" he replied

"I figured that I didn't feel the same connection with them but I wonder if victoria ever fell for Karz or still loves me-" she replied

"I think victoria will always love you-but she does love Karz deep down and she loves Sebastion but that doesn't mean she loves you any less- she's still probably obsessed with you-" he replied

"Don't say it like that she isn't obsessed with me she just really cares a lot about me-" she replied

"But you thought the same about me and I ended up obsessed-" he replied

"well- I don't mind anymore and you have changed a lot which I'm proud of" she replied

"I have?" he replied

"yeah you have- you were never able to open up to me like this-it's means that you trust me and feel comfortable around me- and I once had that feeling and then lost it -but I am able to feel that again and I believe that this time you won't hurt me-" she replied

"then I have a few things to tell you-"he replied