Luci and Gared's True past- Garci and Lucifer and Lucy

when Lucy opened her eyes she was in the same bed she was before and lucifer wasn't there- maybe it was just a dream?

but did she really love him? and he loved her-

but-what happened between them?

why did they not end up together?

and it was clear that he loved Victor

- and he had missed her- she wished she could remember- but she couldn't-

she wasn't that Lucia anymore-

she was an different Lucy

And she couldn't go back to Edwina

especially when she had no memory of her

and she did feel bad but- she was going to be with Victoria- and she wouldn't be with Drew's sister or him or Gared- or even Lucas-

but she wanted to be with them all-

though she wasn't sure about Drew's sister

she got up out of bed and she got dressed

she walked out of the room and Gared was cooking- her eyes widen

no- he shouldn't be touching anything that could explode-

"Gared! you don't know how to cook your going to burn the house down!" she shouted

"I can cook honey- and if Drew can cook so can I-" he replied

"that- doesn't make any sense and don't call me honey-" she replied

"But we're back together-I thought-" he replied

"Nope- we're just friends-and your lucky I'm giving you another chance- if I wanted I could kill you" she replied

"You-could?-" he replied

"I'm a angel- and I think I have powers of the devil-" she replied

"You-do- don't you?- so what it showed on your profile was true- you have alot of power inside you-" he replied

"my profile?-" she asked

"Yes at the alliance meeting she showed us your profile- and gave us some kind of warning about you- but I don't think that you are a monster-" he replied

"I am a angel an angel of love but- I really don't feel like it-" she replied

"Well there is an official title of what you are-" he replied

"there is?-" she asked

"angoralokisvalenfier- but you can't repeat that

it's too hard to say- but basically you three different beings in one body- an devil an angel and a spirit-" he replied

"a spirit?-" she replied

"Well you told me that you died before right?-

and the way-you interact with nature-

there's only a few ways that is possible

if you already dead- or have a deep connection to nature and I know it could be the second one but in order to be angel you had to die

and I have no idea how you died-" he replied

"I don't think anyone does even lucifer didn't-" she replied

"Lucifer?-" he replied

"f*ck -I wasn't supposed to say that- you didn't hear his name-" she replied

"I did- you talked with the devil?-" he replied

"I guess I did and I think he knew me-" she replied

"he knew you?-" he replied

"I think we- weren't meant to be- and something happened between us but I don't remember- but he ended up with someone else and there was someone waiting for me-

but I never went back to her- and probably never will- and I belong with Victoria-" she replied

"there was someone waiting for you?-" he replied

"Yeah her name was Edwina- he told me that I was his Lucas and she was my Edward-" she replied

"so-Lucas is- you?-" he replied

"he's an replacement- and I think- that- I wanted him to be with Edward because I was reminded of her- and the guilt I felt of leaving her behind- I knew that I felt that regret but I didn't know that it was her until now- and I don't think that I could ever go back to her-" she replied

"and you can't go back to Lucas either-and I think you have an part of lucifer's soul-" he replied

her eyes widen

"I do?-" she replied

"it would only make sense- unless- you love yourself?- that seems too weird-" he replied

"I guess so- and maybe that's why I love you-

but- I'm not sure why I forgave you-" she replied

"Because you love me-" he replied

"But he killed you-" she replied

"But I changed- and that's why you love me-

and she wasn't able to-" he replied

"You are right- but how were you able to tell?-" she asked

"because I was once her- and I know- that you are Luci- both Lucies-" he replied

"You're ok with loving us both?-" she asked

"it can't be helped that you share the same soul- but you two were really meant for eachother- and I shouldn't have stopped your wedding because I was jealous-" he replied

"You stopped our wedding?-" she replied

"Yes I was the reason things ended between you two- and to think that you ended up with another guy- I mean the other luci-" he replied

"You know that he can't talk to you- and I don't think he wants to- you killed Logan- and Eric-

I know you don't remember it as Gared but as Garci-" she replied

"I- do- and I did do again didn't I?- and I know it

doesn't make it right but I'm truly sorry- luci

what I did to you was awful- and I killed-

everyone you loved- except Luci- I don't know why but I couldn't kill her even though I said I would I never actually wanted to kill her-" he replied

"You didn't?" she asked

"I thought that I was jealous because lucifer chose her but- it was because you both ran away from me- and I wanted you both-

and when I realized- that I had been given that chance- I had to try again- and I did love drew too- and maybe that was the reason I thought that I only had to choose one of you-but I didn't-" he replied

"and that's what I think too- and I want to be with you all too-" she replied

"then we will be-" he replied

"But don't kill Victoria please-" she replied

"I'm not going to- I know you love her- just like how he loved Victor-" he replied

"he told me that misses him-" she replied

"of course he does-and you miss her-" he replied

"that's why I love Victoria- but- I want to love her as myself- not as lucifer- and not her as Victor-" she replied

"then-you should be with her-" he replied

"Yeah I should be- but I love you too-" she replied

"I'm glad you do- and I love you- both-" he replied

"we are both luci- so you can just call me Lucy-" she replied

"I know- and even though you share the same soul you are two different people- but I do love you both- and I don't deserve lucifer- you do and he ended up with you in the end-" he replied

"he belongs with Victor-" she replied

"You are right- they deserved eachother-

and they were happy together but I ruined it for him again-" he replied

"Well garci can't undo what she did and never can be forgiven- but Gared can-" she replied

"But he still made the same mistakes she did-" he replied

"maybe so- but you were able to change-

and she didn't-" She replied

"But she wanted too-" he replied

"Well-now she was given that chance but she isn't Garci anymore- and neither are you- you are Gared- and I am lucy- not lucifer or Lucia-" she replied

"then- we are- and do you think-that Drew would remember too?-" he replied

"he's the one who killed lucifer-" she replied

"she did it because she loved her- and I have to show him that I still love him-" He replied

"You should- so you go to him- if I could go to Victoria I would-" she replied

"I will-but- there's one thing I don't understand

how is Drew an soulmate of yours? she loved me- or Garci-" he replied

"it's probably because she felt bad for lucifer-

and she didn't meet luci- but when drew did I think he could understand why Garci loved him- and fell for me" she replied

"and what about Sebastian?" he replied

"Sebastian- was Sebastnete- and she loved Victor and charis- and but- Victor didn't love either of them and he loved lucifer-" she replied

"I never got the chance to meet them-but I'm glad that they love you-" he replied

"You did this time-and they still hate you-" she replied

"well- she doesn't deserve forgiveness-" he replied

"maybe not but you should apologize to Victor-" she replied

"he- hates Garci-and she might kill me-" he replied

"Well then you spend as much time as you can with drew-" she replied

"I will-" he replied