forest of begings -learning more about Gared the truth

"I'm really sorry Lucy-" Gared replied

"You loved him too- and there's nothing wrong with that-and speaking of him how did things turn out between you?" she asked

"we-got married-" he replied

Lucy's eyes widen "WHAT?! YOU GOT MARRIED?!" she shouted

"that- was supposed to be a secret-" he replied

"You have to be kidding! you really got married?! and you haven't told him about us?!-" she shouted

"I couldn't- I didn't want him to get hurt-" he replied

"you're already hurting him by not saying anything!- you've been with me this whole time! what did you even tell him before you left?!-" she shouted

"that I had to protect you- and that I would come back-but-I'm never going back- we already had everything- and I don't love him anymore-" he replied

"You-you- Don't love him anymore?!- and you really left him like that?!" she shouted "Yes because I knew that I had to go to you I love you Lucy-" he replied

"Don't I love you me! You can't just do something like that! He's probably heartbroken! Are you really ok with that?!"

"I don't care about him anymore-I couldn't care less- All the love I had for him is long gone- and I love you-" he replied

"Gared-I-I loved you- too but- I don't think that I can anymore You broke my heart and you broke his- and then mine again I was happy that you could love me-but every reminder of you I remember the heartbreak you put me through- you never showed that you loved me You choose drew-he was your first kiss- not me- you loved him I could see it-but now you say you don't love him anymore That you love me- it breaks my heart- because I sacrificed everything-for you two to be happy together- and now you're just throwing it all away? I don't care if you love me! I've had enough!" She shouts at him

"Fine!" He shouts at her and He runs off

wow mom was right to get mad at him how could he just leave the one he loved behind and not love him anymore?- people change and love can fade but

he shouldn't have just left him like that

she turned around and saw that it was Sebastian she immediately hugged him tight "I'm so sorry Sebastian-I ruined everything- and you probably don't want my help-" she replied

"don't say that Lucy-you didn't do anything wrong-and I think you deserve better- if I'm being honest- he was a real jerk- can you tell me the whole story?" he asked "Yeah- when I first met Gared he didn't want anything to do me-but I refused to leave his side and he let me help him- and he gave me a mission to get him with drew and that didn't go as planned or it did it was as if he knew that I would mess up- and he had everything planned out he was going to have me killed but I refused my punishment and instead he was going have drew killed but instead he ended up saving him- and I thought that everything would work out for them and maybe it did for awhile -but after my second mission- he left drew-" she replied

"So that's why you were crying-" Sebastian said in a low voice

"I'm so sorry Sebastian- I'll make it up to you-" she replied

"You did nothing wrong lucy-" he replied

"I broke his heart like I broke Lucas's- and now they both hate me-but they both hurt me- with Gared it felt as if he just ignored my feelings And with Lucas he showed me how much he cared but he never once told me he did Neither of them did And when they came back- I let them in- and I was going to stay with them- but I can't tell if they even loved me If that's the case why did they choose someone else?- it doesn't even matter if they aren't together anymore- He-"

"He still hurt you- they both did- and I promise that I'll never hurt you like that-" he replied

"You already have Sebastian you love Victoria and Karz- so bring Victoria with you and go to him- he needs you both-" she replied

"I know- I know I do- and I'm sorry I'm such a jerk- but I love you too much to be with you- I can't-" he replied

"Sebastian don't apologize please- it isn't your fault it's mine-and maybe I'll find the one for me-" she replied

"I love you too Lucy- I'll always love you-" He replied

I still don't approve mom belongs with logan and eric

but what he saw next horrified him'

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he saw his fathers with saws over their necks

it was Karz and Sebastian holding them in place

never mind I don't like you anymore Sebastian

"Gared please don't this- they didn't do anything wrong-" she replied

"wrong answer-luc luc- now you have to watch as they are tortured to death-" he replied

and they began to saw their necks

but they didn't kill them just yet

they stopped and Eric was pissed off

and he turned in his wolf forum

he growled- and they grabbed the wolf

they skinned him alive- and Logan watched in horror- Lucy's eyes widen

"Please gared stop this-" she replied

but he refused to listen

and they killed them both

it was a gruesome scene

and Lucy wanted to throw up

too much blood! and their bodies were in pieces she began to sob it was too much for her-

"please just end it now- Gared-" she replied

and so he did-

his eyes widen what The hell was that?!

he saw his fathers killed and his mother too

and the looks on their faces- how could Gared do such an awful thing?

he felt sick too-

when Lucy opened her eyes she was

facing Gared- and seeing him again terrified her- it was like a living nightmare

"Gared-" she couldn't get the words out she was shaking-

Gared looked at her confused

"Lucy- what's wrong?-" He replied

"I-I-just please don't this Gared- they don't deserve it- take me!-kill me!-" she shouted

both Victoria and Sebastian were very concerned

"Why is she acting like this?-" Sebastian asked

"I-I-don't know- but- I think I caused it-" Gared replied

was that just a nightmare? it seemed too real but- it couldn't be-

he had his fathers- they were alive- but even so, he couldn't trust Gared

or Sebastian or Karz- and Victoria ran off- so he didn't hate her entirely

but he didn't want her to end up with any of them well maybe victoria-

but the others should burn!-

"Hey sweetheart we're alive and well he isn't doing anything to us" Victoria replied

She saw Victoria- but it didn't help her calm down

Victoria was there

She held Logan well

Sebastian and Karz skinned Eric alive in front of him

"Please Gared stop it- stop it!

Please just take me instead!" She shouted

that was right but she ran away- in the end

Sebastian grabbed her from behind

and hugged her tight

She looked up at him- and those green eyes

-still reminded her of Gared

but she wasn't scared anymore

"hey it's alright Lucy- it's me Sebastian-"

she tried to stay calm- and took a deep breath

but seeing Sebastian didn't help either

-but- those eyes weren't dull- they were very bright- he wasn't turned yet-

"I-I- I'm back then?-you're not going to hurt me?" she asked

"of course not and what happened? you had a whole panic attack-" he replied

"I- had a nightmare and I guess it's still affecting me-" she replied

"what was it about?" he replied

"I rather not talk about it- It was just too painful-" she replied

"What exactly is your past with Gared?" he asked

"I-I-rather forget it- he wasn't the best person-

but-he changed-" she replied

he changed?! so that was just a nightmare and he used to be like that

I still don't like him-