I looked around at the filthy room with its stained walls and dirty floor. Even the mattress she’d given birth on was stained and worn. As long as I live I’ll never forgive myself for this. But now was not the time for self flagellation.
“Mia, I have much to say to you, but first I must get you and my son away from this place.” She cried pitifully at my words and I held her until she settled. Then I ordered the women to get her ready for travel while I went to the door and gave orders to my men.
In less than an hour we were on our way back to the palace after I saw to every comfort for the two of them for the hour-long trip ahead.
I rode my horse next to the palanquin where my wife and child laid. My wife and child. I hadn’t had time for it all to set in yet. It was too much for any man to take in at once.