7. Love or Lust

Michelle's POV

I couldn't sleep all night because I was so excited, damn I'm so happy and I don't even know why but all I know is that I can't wait for day to break so I can go see her, I was feeling the butterflies swim inside my belly and I was really nervous but tomorrow hasn't come yet and I haven't seen her yet but I'm already feeling this way lols I might collapse once I see her then.

Tbh I actually forgot about her after that day cause I already knew that their was no way for both of us to ever be a thing and giving myself hopes will only be breaking my heart so I made sure I put her thoughts at the back of my brain and focused on reality until tonight, I kept thinking about her and what to do when we meet till I fell asleep.

I woke up early unlike me well I'm an introvert and I frequent missing lectures lols not something to be proud of though but yea I don't normally go for lectures and I hate going out unless it's really important, I just prefer staying in my room all day and yea I do have friends but we aren't close anymore ever since I stopped hanging out with them well I used to be an extrovert before till shits happened which is another story altogether so yea that's why I'm not used to waking up early cause I don't feel the need to but today was different I was meeting someone special and I was supposed to come in the morning and I didn't want to be late lols yea y'all probably think I'm a desperate dork well that's kinda true but the earlier I come the longer our alone time is cause she mentioned that her brother is coming back by evening lols and it's not like I'm planning to do anything silly i just think it will be more comfy if it's just the both of us.

So I arrived at her lodge with the help of the address she sent to me last night and yea although I barely go out I'm still familiar with literally every area around this town lols I used to be a walk about back then.

As I walked on the stairs I met her seems like she was waiting for me there, damn she looks really sexy and I could see her figure properly now cause the last time we met at the hangout she was wearing clothes that were covering her perfect figure although I still somehow noticed her well shaped ass but now I can see everything properly, she wore a blue short sleeved crop top and a bum short gwashh I didn't realize I was drooling like an idiot why taking in the perfect sight till she chuckled softly and I realized what I was doing and I felt really embarrassed but I still managed to follow her to the room.

Ashley's room was quite fancy unlike what I expected since she was sharing it with her brother, I always believed guys don't like too fanciful things or maybe she overpowered him although his older than her well she's the last child and she must have had her way with her last born power lols yea last borns have powers but I really loved how it was designed with mostly pink and golden although I found it too bright but it's still a wonderful sight so I sat on the coach while she offered me cookies and orange juice which I already told her before now that I wasn't interested in having anything yet but she still forced me tch she's really stubborn but cute, she was acting awkwardly shy and I found it really funny she made it so obvious but after some minutes of talking about random stuffs her eyes landed on my hands and I checked my hands to make sure nothing was wrong and when she saw that she laughed a little she must think I'm really stupid well I'm just being conscious, she reached for my hand when our skin touched I shivered and I could hear my heart beat really hard i hope she doesn't hear it well as expected she commented on my nails, yea I do have pretty nails even though I don't paint or polish them but I actually thought she would leave my hand after admiring my nails but she held on although I was feeling really nervous but I still let her hold it till my hands started sweating I released my hands immediately which was really awkward but I had to and she stared at me with a frown on her face but I avoided her gaze I think she got offended and took out her phone and got busy with it without giving me any attention I felt hurt but well I don't blame her neither of us know what to do, we stayed like that for a few minutes till I lifted my face that has been facing the floor for a while and stared at her admiring her features till my eyes met her bubby lip damn just how I like them she was perfect i thought, I didn't realize when my hands reached her face and I cupped it rubbing her cheeks softly while she stared at me softly like she was melting in my touch and I collided our lips without giving it a thought while kissing her softly and she responded almost immediately sliding her tongue begging for entrance which I let it and she explored my entire mouth while I bit her lower lip softly and she let out a moan, I closed my eyes while feeling the moment none of us wanting to break the contact but we needed to get air then she broke the kiss smiling widely at me and hugged me while burying her face on my neck I guess she was feeling shy and we stayed like that for a while but I needed more of her lips, I wanted more, I just can't get enough of the taste of her lips it was addicting, I pushed her lightly so she can face me I didn't wait to get a reaction from her I launched on her already swollen lips and kissed her rashly gwashh this feels so gud I moaned I increased my pace and she was trying to catch up with how fast our lips synced, I kissed her like I was hungry but yea I am actually hungry for her but I don't think I can ever get enough no matter how much I taste her, she tastes so good I haven't ever felt this needy in my entire life till now, she was staring up lots of emotions with just a kiss ,I knew I was getting soaked between my thighs I don't get wet this easily but I guess it's different with her she tastes just like a sugar coated poison and then It dawned on me that this goddess was going to be the death of me I could only wish that she felt the same way for me I really didn't want what happened with Racheal to be repeated or Am i going too fast? What do I even feel? Is this love or lust? Damn it has to be love but is it too soon to be in love, all these thoughts filled my head while we kept kissing but I needed to control myself so I don't do something wrong that will make her start avoiding cause she already told me that her relationship status and sexuality are both complicated, she might take in my sexual advances well right now cause she's in the mood and she's not thinking straight right now but I know that after this she might regret it and start avoiding me so I needed to take things slow and I broke the kiss while smiling at her and she looks out of breath with her swollen lip while blushing really hard, I didn't even know a lot of time has past already till their was a knock on the door which I guess it's her brother, fuck! What a moment spoiler I groaned and she chuckled a little and she let out a sigh looking annoyed before reaching for the door.