Chapter 36: When Intoxicated Memories Breed Resentment

Roadside Motel, Unknown Town....

Smoke filled the darkened room as the drunken lad known as Lex found himself looking up at the ceiling in the center of the motel room as his mind decided to plague him with the vast catalogue of vivid memories of his absentee lover while he spent the evening alone. He discarded almost every article of clothing aside from his lover's jacket left behind after their last encounter following a morning shower. It had been a while since Lonnie had worn it but the scent of his cologuen and frequently smoked cigarettes lingered partially due to Lex carrying on the tradition of smoking them. He was a lightweight when it came to drinking, but there was little else he could do with memories of his lover flooding his mind at every turn.

Lex groaned as his mind continued it's round of torment and his anger continued to rise as a result of it. He grabbed the bottle that had been beside the bed and placed on the end table and drank down a bit more of the contents of the brown whiskey before smashing it against the far wall in a fit of rage. It wasn't enough that the bastards that shot Lonnie met their just end, there was another that seemed to continuously interfere in their relationship time and time again. The blond lad, who's hair had grown out considerably in the past few months struggled to sit up against the headboard of the old bed and glare out into the darkness of the smoke filled room.

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Roadside Motel Room, Unknown Town....

Lex found himself once more emerging from the shower as he noticed Lonnie had been glued to the television as a missing person's case was reported via the local news station. A node of panic filled him as Lonnie seemed to concentrate on the face of a woman, she was the missing good doctor's wife and made a plea for anyone who had seen her husband to contact her so that they could retrieve him. Not wishing to lose the man he loved, Lex quickly turned off the television via the remote prompting Lonnie to give him his full and undivided attention.

"Took you long enough." said Lonnie his eyes were low and glossy as he got up from the edge of the motel bed and stumbled his way over toward Lex. "Fuck you turn the t.v. off for she was kind of hot."

Lex did his best to reign in his annoyance and simply dropped his towel as the water still dripped from his sleek young body which had been exposed for Lonnie in full complete with his smaller cock bouncing in mid-air freely.

"Fuck." growled Lonnie apparently in approval. "Get your ass over here."

Lex decided to play coy due to insult of his lover preferring to watch the news than to see to his needs.

"Make me." he replied in defiance.

He attempted to make a break for it only to be scooped up by the surprisingly coordinated Lonnie whom had carried him toward the bed. Lex could do little as the stronger and less amused man pinned him onto his stomach against the mattress and proceeded to swat his exposed pale buttocks with a firm right hand. His smooth skin still glistened due to the water from the shower and added to the stinging he felt from his many swats across the backside.

He whimpered and moaned feeling his smaller cock rub against the bare sheets that lined the mattress as his body heat increased and his heart began to race. Hearing him seemed to get to Lonnie as he felt the shifting associated with movement as the older man began discarding his attire and pressed his body into the younger lad's.

Lex would have been lying if he had said that he didn't enjoy the strange closeness the two of them shared, it wasn't just the sex that made him endure his lover's erratic tendencies but something he couldn't name at the time. The heaviness of his lover's body and the knowledge of his naked form pressing against him seemed to arouse Lex all the more as he continued to moan in the wake of heated kisses trailing along his neck, back, and shoulders.

Lonnie was always fond of his approach to long and slow torment. So much so that he laughed when Lex grew inpatient and tried to impale himself on his lover's engorged cock to satisfy his intensifying need for it.

The blond lad whimpered some before Lonnie spread his legs and positioned himself between them. Lex's belly remained pressed against the mattress along with his pulsing small cock. His fingernails gripped the mattress as he writhed in agony wanting so desperately to be filled and have his creeping lust sated.

"P-Please." begged Lex arching his back and wiggling his bare arse against his lover's impressive cock hoping to slip it inside. "Daddy please."

Lonnie let out something akin to a growl before impaling the blond lad in swift motion that filled his body with shock and made him freeze on the spot. The older man grunted at the sensation of warmth that enveloped him and continued to pin the writhing youth against the mattress. The headboard beating against the wall began to echo throughout the room as the springs creaked and Lex's soft moans filled the room.

"So fucking wet..." grunted Lonnie in Lex's ear. "Always so fucking tight."

Lex continued to moan unable to help himself after getting what he craved for so long. The added weight of Lonnie's body on top of his only intensified the release that shot through his body as the older man jolted him against the mattress.

He had not known how to feel about Lonnie in the beginning, the confusing feelings of needing him and wanting so badly to be loved by him, but to know that he had been as unhinged as they come. His mood swings and violent temper had been enough to give Lex pause when their association first began.

Lex continued to claw at the mattress as Lonnie's pace increased. He was seconds from gasping for breath when the older man growled and pulled him via the waist onto his knees to get a better grip while he thrust him very nearly into the headboard.

There was little to be done as his body jolted and spasmed in the wake of yet another release being ripped from him and spilling onto the mattress and across the room. Lonnie was always quite an aggressive lover but it never bothered Lex much. He found that despite being sore the morning after that he enjoyed a bit of rough play so long as it was Lonnie whom had been doing it.

Sweat seemed to pour off the two of them as the hours passed with their bodies glistening in the moonlight while Lonnie continued to drag Lex along with him to height unreachable in the wake of their act. Another series of heated kisses and deep thrusts lead to the much anticipated and equally dreaded end of their coupling as Lonnie gripped Lex's hips tight driving forward and pinning the lad to the mattress one last time before his own release signaled the end of their night.

Lex had to be silence via a nearby pillow to avoid unwanted knocks at the door with how he screamed after losing control. Lonnie growled and panted as he planted yet another series of kisses along the sweat blasted body of his younger lover.

"I love you..." Lex said as he panted, unable to say much with so little breath.

His short blond locks were sticking to his neck and forehead after all the excitement and he was sticky from his own release. He could still feel the pulsing of his lover's cock inside him as Lonnie continued to kiss him while doing a bit of panting of his own. His dark hair sticking to his forehead and neck just the same. When it was all said and done he pulled his weary body off the younger man and landed on his back beside him in bed.

"You don't have to say it back." began Lex unsure if he should press this conversation further.

Lonnie responded by tussling the younger man's blond locks and pulling him to his chest. Lex rested his head against Lonnie's chest enjoying the simple pleasure of hearing his heartbeat as they lied awake in the dark.

"I love you too." Lonnie said shortly before drifting off to sleep.

Lex had been nearly asleep himself and quite shocked that he felt the same way. Lonnie wasn't much for sentiment and even less of a fan of the notion of love. It was nice to hear none the less and something the lad would never forget as the days passed, Although he figured Lonnie wouldn't recall it any time soon.

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Roadside Motel, Unknown Location...

It was during this particular memory that Lex had recalled being the first time he had blurted out his feelings for the older man whom had held his body and mind even in absence. He also recalled the rage he felt whenever he thought back to how close he'd been to possibly losing Lonnie even then after he watched that news report.

The Bitch, as he had always called her, was always a problem for him and Lonnie. She'd find her way to interfering one way or another no matter how much she didn't deserve him. Lex continued to stew in his rage as the smoke once again gave way to memory and his resolve to not only get back his lover, but to make the person whom had hurt him worse than any of the robbers had would pay dearly for interfering.

The Bitch would pay.

Her and her lover too.