7: blush and trio

Alex's pov;

the moment i open the door and am slammed against the door with my back to the closed door with my hands above my head being hold by a hand i curse myself for letting my guard down but before i could kick or get out from the person's hold the person starts speaking and i am more then shocked again bcz of the voice or should i say the person to which the voice belong to

"WHO ARE YOU" and woelah the voice belongs to no other then one of the kings and at this moment i notice two other figures in the room bcz the light was switched off by the person who was holding me

but before i could say anything the voice continues and by the angry eyes i can tell that it belongs to jacob yes i may sound like a creep but they are not the only one to observe i have also observed more then enough to distinguish between them

"there is no background on you its like you don't even exist so which gang do you work for" before i could say anything again this time jay starts

"yes its like your a ghost or something if you didn't had grandma wrapped around your fingers you would be in a fucking cell being tortoured but that still doesn't mean we will leave you alone" again i am not given any chance to answer but instead this time james start speaking

"who do you work for and what information have you fed our enemies tell us"

but at this moment i am angry so before someone else can continue i get out of jacobs hold suddenly and now its his turn to get slammed to the door but before anyone could say or do anything i take my pocket knife out of my thigh and put it on jacob's neck

and it does its work bcz everyone seem to snap out of whatever trance they were in and freeze jacob looks more then furious and try to get out of my hold but i simply tighten my hold on his shoulder by my elbow and put my knife more closer to his neck so that a single drop of blood trails down this seems to freeze him also so then i start speaking

"now that you all have shut up and given me a chance to speak i should say this wasn't what i expected . i thought you all would not be stupid and think from your brain idiots" by the time i say idiots they all are looking at me furiously so i start again

"first i am in no gang and not planning to work for any gang . and if i was, your neck would have been sliced open by now" i say while pointing at my knife through my head and eyes

"and second of all are you sure you all are from mafia or gang something cause hate to break it to you all but i thought gangs were suppose to be scary and leaders are suppose to be more calm you know but you three are none you get angry soooo easily and don't even use your brain "

"so if now you will all kindly leave this room so i can get rest " at this i push away from the door and move to the other side of the room and clean my knife after i am done i look at all of them with raised eyebrow and see them looking at each other

i snap my fingers and say "yoo eyes on me " and they smirk 

i am confused why they hell are they smirking when i guess jay says

"look the ice queen is embarrased"

at this my mouth is open due to shock bcz after my mother's death i have never and i mean never ever cried or blushed or felt any other emotion except angry , sadness and sometimes amusement and curiosity and that's it so instead of coming up with a comeback i simply rush to the side mirror which just happened to be behind james and look at my cheeks with wide eyes 

i don't know if i should be happy or angry but i feel full for the first time not dull or empty

and then i remember there were three other guys in my room and see then looking at me like I'm either crazy or an idiot which darkens my blush due to embarrassment

so i simply narrow my eyes at them and tell them to get out from there and they get out but not before shooting me glares 

and just like that all my tiredness and sleep vanishes and that is how my night is went thinking about my blush and the trio