I want to love you

While wearing earrings to go to work, Lyan Oo Nway left the house and saw a rose and a small envelope placed in a basket and put at the door.

He knew who the sender was, so ignored it and headed to his work. Ray had to go to the main branch of M.Bakery, so he dropped him off at the main road. Before he reached the shop, he had to pass through the parking lot.

Screeching….

A car sped by and almost hit him. Lyan Oo Nway was frightened and fell to the ground. The man in the car opened his door and said

"Sorry, I am in a hurry"

He knew that man well. It was Nay Htoo who was staring at him with a scary smile on his face. He has been released from prison.

"Oh! Long time no see. You divorced Maw Oo Yan, right? Are you heartbroken?"

He didn't get out of his car and shouted to Lyan Oo Nway. So Lyan Lyan used all his strength and got up. Then he looked back at him and left.

"Wait! Why don't you invite me to your restaurant?"

Lyan Oo Nway lowered his head and then he touched and ruffled his gray colored hair.

"Sorry, I am busy, so I can't serve you. I will tell my staff to take care of you. I can treat you to a meal."

Lyan Oo Nway had changed. It was not because of Ray, he just wanted to become a new person. So he changed himself.

He became daring to speak but still he was scared of Nay Htoo as he looked like holding a grudge against him. It looked like he was not satisfied with being sentenced in jail for drugging Maw Oo.

"Ha Ha Ha, You got balls, Lyan Oo Nway. If you happen to meet Maw Oo Yan, tell him that he can't avoid me."

Nay Htoo said as he rolled back the car and started the engine. He was holding his breath just now when he realized it, and he finally let out a long sigh.

All day, he had trouble getting himself together. He and Maw Oo will not be safe due to Nay Htoo's attitude.

He should tell Maw Oo, right? He made the decision to disregard it, but when it actually happened once more, he began to worry yet again.

Those who were in love often lost in the love game. You know you're in love with someone when you enjoy giving up on them.

Maw Oo is attempting to let his heart be open. He keeps in touch with Ray constantly and seeks advice on romantic issues.

He wants to make an effort to overcome the anxiety that has held him captive for so long and transform himself so that he can love someone.

He would leave a note and a rose in the mornings. Mhan Shay stated that it has turned into a flower bed at their door because so many roses have bloomed there.

Mhan Shay had the responsibility of clearing those flowers. Even though his brother didn't want the flowers, he couldn't figure out why Maw Oo kept putting a rose in front of their house.

Maw Oo didn't give up, though. Now that he had visited every branch, he made sure to leave time for himself to have lunch at the restaurant where Lyan Oo Nway would be.

He was currently in the chain store where Lyan Oo Nway was. To get here, he had to travel two hours by car. The time for lunch had already passed three o'clock.

Lyan Oo Nway frequently switches branches away from his company because he knows what he is doing. The next time, he feared he would have to relocate to another city.

"What would you like to order, sir?"

"Call your boss."

Because of Maw Oo's remarks, the staff was unable to contain his smile. Maw Oo Yan was reportedly pursuing Lyan Oo Nway, according to the media. That news was the most popular in the nation.

When they were instructed to call Lyan Oo Nway, they were afraid of Maw Oo's wrath on the one hand and their boss's annoyance on the other. He had to run and call Lyan Oo Nway because Maw Oo Yan was also a guest.

Lyan Oo Nway raised his small glasses and scratched his head. He then approached Maw Oo Yan while wearing a disapproving expression.

"Have a seat. Please, have lunch with me."

Without moving, Lyan Oo Nway glared at him with a disapproving look. Maw Oo liked to tease Lyan Lyan like this.

Lyan Lyan would ignore him at home. However, they were now at the shop as the guest and shop owner so he couldn't help but reply to him.

"I'm busy. Go back if you've finished."

After responding to him, Lyan Lyan turned round to go back but Maw Oo held onto him.

"Come on. It's boring to eat alone."

"Maw Oo Yan, what are you doing? I told you not to disturb me. You are doing this on purpose to muddle me up. Do you know that?"

"I know. I know you're irritated when I come near you. But for me, I became irritated even if you were not around me. I just want to talk to you calmly. Even if it's as a friend, it's okay."

"I don't have anything to say. And we both don't have similar things to discuss."

Saying that, Lyan Oo Nway left him there and this time, Maw Oo didn't pull him back.

When Loon U Nyu went into the kitchen, he saw a man coming from behind. He saw Mao Wu following him into the kitchen holding a plate of spaghetti.

"What are you doing?"

He put a white handkerchief over his western dress not to get stained, and he followed her with a fork in one hand and a plate in the other.

"I want to have lunch looking at your face. You don't sit in front of me and you don't like being forced, right? So I followed you and had lunch. What's wrong with it?"

"Are you not embarrassed? Everyone is staring at you."

Lyan Oo Nway gritted his teeth and said coldly. Maw Oo was smiling.

"Are you worried?"

"Tsk, Maw Oo Yan, do you really believe that just because you are acting in this way, I will come back to you? I can't pass away just to take pleasure in your disappointing behavior once more."

Maw Oo's grin vanished. He was aware that Lyan Oo Nway would not contact him again just for doing this. However, he enjoys making fun of Lyan Oo Nway.

Lyan Oo Nway gave off the impression that he didn't give a damn about him, but he didn't totally ignore him either.

"I'll stop doing it if you don't like it, all right? All I want to do is talk to you. I enjoy arguing with you."

Lyan Oo Nway was uneasy due to Maw Oo's directness. Because Maw Oo was not initially a social person, he was hesitant to speak about himself. He doesn't reveal it to anyone and keeps his happiness and sorrow to himself.

He's openly expressing his emotions to Lyan Oo Nway. Lyan Oo Nway had a faint impression that Maw Oo was attached to him, just like when the two of them had been close friends only.

"You're enjoying it but I don't."

Lyan Oo Nway immediately covered up the weakness and looked back at Maw Oo irritatingly.

Maw Oo placed the plate and fork in his hand on the kitchen table.

"I want to make you happy."

Lyan Oo Nway stared at Maw Oo and once again asked about the unspeakable pain in his heart.

"Do I have to ask you again and again? I just want to know one thing. Do you keep following me and want to call me back because you love me?"

"I want to love you,"

One by one, Maw Oo spoke. He had deep, clear eyes.

"I'd like to try. I've learned that if someone truly loves someone, they will be watching them constantly, making them happy, wanting to be with them all the time, and not being happy if they are not with them. That's how I feel, Lyan Lyan. I think I lov…."

"I don't feel it. I don't feel your love, Maw Oo Yan. This is not your true love, I believe."

Lyan Oo Nway interrupted him and yelled until his entire body shook. He experienced sadness once more in his chest. It's the kind of the emotion he experienced just before he was unable to let go of Maw Oo Yan.

He longs to despise himself. It's as if he's obsessed with him despite the fact that he keeps dying. He was in an endless cycle with this man, who was the only person he has ever loved.

"I'll be waiting for you until you accept me. Even if there are a hundred steps between us, I will take all the steps to you. Just please, don't ever turn your back to me."

Maw Oo grabbed Lyan Lyan's trembling shoulders.

"Look at only me. Only face the direction which I go. I'll be trying hard till I reach the goal you set, Lyan Lyan."

Maw Oo's eyes were red. The staff in the kitchen didn't even make a sound. It's like a drama for them.

"I'm not sure whether it's a piece of cake for the people who came to ask for a second chance. But I can tell it's quite hard for the givers."

"I regret."

Maw Oo's hands slowly loosened to grab Lyan Oo Nway's hands from the shoulders.

"I'm sorry for everything I've done, Lyan Lyan. I shouldn't have cast you aside, ignored you, or made you feel insecure. I don't want to go back in time as there's nothing good in the past. I really want to be with you in the future. I can't live without you,Lyan Lyan."

"You…."

Lyan Oo Nway was at a loss for words. He wanted to say heart-killing words but it's the end of his patience.

"Can you leave me alone? I don't want to see you at the moment."

Even though Maw Oo didn't want to release his grip, he did so and reached out to dab the tears from Lyan Oo Nway's cheeks. Lyan Oo Nway avoided his hand by turning his head to the side.

"I will wait, and I will not bother you again until you contact me again; if you calm down, simply knock on my door, and I will repay you with my mind and body."

Maw Oo gritted his teeth in sadness and annoyance after saying this. He frequently felt the resentment of the boy in front of him, and this made him fearful of hurting the boy.

What could he possibly do? He feared losing Lyan Oo Nway very much.

After staring at the small back, Maw Oo didn't feel any shame at all and went back home looking like a loser.