CHAPTER 117 - Bombshell

  (Avery’s Thoughts)?

  “Hey, you’ve been crying since you and Seid talked but you never answer any of my questions,” I hear Dee comforting me while he’s driving back to his penthouse.?

  But words can’t just escape my mouth. All I feel right now is heartache, pain, sadness, and guilt, a mixed emotion of thoughts,

  “I wished I had known.”

  “He should have told me.”

  “I wish I would have been more understanding.”

  But on the other note, this is how my mind goes,?

  “I loved him for 10 fucking years, I was loyal, and yet he was a cheater.”

  “He was a liar.”

  “He deserved what happened to him.”

  My brain feels like exploding and I feel suffocated, I think I’m having a panic attack. So I whisper to Dee, “S-stop the car, Dee.”

  “Why, are you hurt or something?” he asks with full concern towards me.?

  I can’t even bring myself to tell him, and because of frustration, I raise my voice, “Stop the fucking car!”?