(Avery’s Thoughts)?
“Hey, you’ve been crying since you and Seid talked but you never answer any of my questions,” I hear Dee comforting me while he’s driving back to his penthouse.?
But words can’t just escape my mouth. All I feel right now is heartache, pain, sadness, and guilt, a mixed emotion of thoughts,
“I wished I had known.”
“He should have told me.”
“I wish I would have been more understanding.”
But on the other note, this is how my mind goes,?
“I loved him for 10 fucking years, I was loyal, and yet he was a cheater.”
“He was a liar.”
“He deserved what happened to him.”
My brain feels like exploding and I feel suffocated, I think I’m having a panic attack. So I whisper to Dee, “S-stop the car, Dee.”
“Why, are you hurt or something?” he asks with full concern towards me.?
I can’t even bring myself to tell him, and because of frustration, I raise my voice, “Stop the fucking car!”?