CHAPTER 144

　　I continued walking. This pain was nothing compared to the pain Vayden gave me.

　　In these seven years, I actually liked someone a lot even more than Montez, and when I blurted out my feelings, this happened.

　　I went into the bedroom. I lit my lamp, turning the other lights off. I hugged Bloom and sat on the corner near the balcony door.

　　"Why does this always happen to me, Bloom?" Tears sprinkled through my face. "I know I killed Montez, but why am I getting so much punishment?

　　"I am not a good L.L. They hate me. Vayden can control them easily, but I can't. What kind of leader am I? I don't deserve to be the queen.