CHAPTER 100 Want him to herself

　　(Vivienne)

　　If victor truly loved his late wife as everyone said yes then why was he with me in bed. I wasn't trying to erase his wife's memories but I just wanted him to be free and be happy again. Did he love her or was he just guilty because as Kyan said, Alisa was a good woman with a kind heart

　　She took care of everyone like her own family and loved Victor a lot. Who wouldn't fall for such a woman? I was certain Victor had some sentimental feelings for her but with my understanding. His feelings weren't strong enough because if they were then I don't think he would have looked at me a second time

　　He was always sad and I didn't want that. Since that time at the restaurant I hated seeing him hurt like I did and now he was slowly getting used to living without drowning himself in alcohol

　　He was holding me in his arms while I lay on top of him, our eyes met and the wind blowing through the open window blew my hair across his face and he didn't dare push it aside