CHAPTER 263 Better off alone

　　(Vivienne)

　　All this was very shocking. I thought I was trapped in my nightmare. Several times I dreamed of having a family

　　Many times when I was at the orphanage I sat by my bedroom window wishing upon the stare for my parents to come to get me

　　The sleepless nights I had yearned for people I knew never cared about me. Countless times I was mistreated at that orphanage by the headmistress and accused of things I didn't do

　　They said I was cursed because no one cared to adopt me like the rest of the kids. It was hard to endure and soon I realized I had no one for me

　　I didn't care what happened to others. I became so selfish that I lived only for myself. I learned to do everything by myself, it wasn't right to blame anyone even when I was thrown out of the orphanage at the age of ten.

　　I was okay, I learned to fend for myself, and eventually, I got used to everything. Living alone, defending myself against the cruel world.