Paisley?
It is official! I am a pathetic excuse of a woman! Why? Because I have been sitting here on my couch in the same spot for the last hour, watching the time pass by. Kyler was supposed to be here over an hour ago. I had called him a few times—no answer. I have texted him—no reply! It was time that I admitted it to myself…he has stood me up. I didn’t understand. What have I done to make him do this? I feel the tears build in my eyes as the thoughts ran around in my head. Why do these things keep happening to me and my relationships??
I hate feeling like this. I don’t like being vulnerable, yet here I am again. It was never supposed to be this way with Kyler and me. We agreed to sex only! It should have stayed that way, but it hasn’t because if it were still only that, then I wouldn’t be this upset. I wouldn’t be sitting here, crying.?