Episode 5

Ava's point of view,

I just ignored him and made my way away from him. I felt so worried about how he would be feeling without me. I know it is a kind of risk leaving him alone when he misses me so much. I was a little deep in my thoughts when my phone started ringing again.

"What happen Nany? I am on my way", I said to her.

"Madam, I call you to tell you that he is fine now. Your mom came and now he is happy and playing with her. So it would be fine if you will not come", she said and I just took a deep breath.

"Is he fine", I asked her again.

"Yes, he is fine now", she said and I just hang up. I took a deep breath but I already got out of college and I am not feeling like going there again. So I just decided to go somewhere else. I am feeling a little hungry so I just thought that I should eat something good. It is been a long that I did not eat anything yummy. So I just turned my way and headed toward my favorite cafe.

"Can I join you", I heard a familiar voice and turned my head to see only him with that creepy forced smile on his face and I just closed my eyes for seconds so that I can calm myself down.

"Why the hell you are following me", I kind of yelled at him and he did not say anything to me. He just pulled a chair and sat in front of me.

"I thought something happened and the way you left I thought it was some kind of emergency. I was scared for you. But it turns into something else. So I ended up here", he said to me and I just glared at him with angry eyes.

"If something bad happened that is nothing related to you. So please just stop worrying about me okay? I am fine and I can manage on my own. You do not need to come all of a sudden back into my life and pretend that you care about me and you were scared for me. I can not take your concern all of the sudden. Why do not you leave me alone Lucas? Go and find someone else for your distraction", I said to him but he was still smiling at me but I can see he was sad. His eyes were showing it to me and I know no matter how much he tries to take his emotions off. I always know how he is feeling.

"What would you like to have madam", the waiter came and ask from me. I really do not want to spoil my day. After so many days I came here so there is no way that I will go from here without eating. I know he will not leave me alone. So I just have to ignore him if I want some peace.

"I will have a pizza with onion and capsicum and one ice cream, thank you", I said to him and he nodded and smiled at me.

"And what about you sir", he then asked him.

"One burger and the same ice cream", he said to him and the water left from there and he was just looking at me and smiling.

"Why you are doing this to me? What the hell do you want Lucas? Look I do not have anything to give you now", I said to him and he just looked at me and smiled again.

"You are still the same Ava. Same stubborn and arrogant. You did not change a bit", he said to me and I forced a smile on him.

"Oh really, all thanks to you Lucas. Whatever I am today, it is all because of you. And for your kind information, everything about me has changed. I am not the same anymore and it would be better if you do not expect anything from me", I said to him and his eye color changed. It got darker and it happens always.

Whenever something affects him the most, his eyes and colors get change and I know very well that he is hurt now. But this is nothing in comparison to the pain he gave me. He knows nothing about me. He has no idea how much he hurts me. And now he is here, roaming around me as if nothing happened. I can never forget what he did, never, ever.

"Just one chance Ava. Can not you give me one more chance? You know I love you so much. I want you the same as I did before. Please just trust me", he said to me and a sarcastic laugh escaped from my mouth.

"I can never trust you again Lucas. And one more thing, I do not love you anymore", I said to him and I saw how his smile dropped.

Lucas's Point Of View,

I saw her. She was looking so tense when she received a call from someone. And she was even saying that there is some kind of emergency so she is leaving. and I can not see her in any kind of trouble so I followed her but she ended up at her favorite cafe.

She is ordering pizza and ice cream. I did not understand what the hell happened to her all of the sudden. I know she was worried then something happened and now she is here, just like always. I followed there too and she was not happy to see me I know that but I just need one more chance from her and no matter what I will take it from her.

"One more thing Lucas, I do not love you anymore and I am not the same person anymore", she said and my smile just vanished into a thin air. she knows so well how to make me piss off and make me upset. She did not think once before saying it.

"Ava, listen to me. I know I made you angry and I know I made you upset and now I am back and I am ready to do anything. I am ready to make up for you. I can do anything for you just give me one more chance, please", I said to her and she glared at me with angry eyes.

"So you can do anything for me, right", she asked me and I instantly nodded my head.

"Then do me a favor Lucas, leave me alone. I want to stay alone. Can you do that to me, please", she said to me and I just took a deep breath. I do not understand what should I do so that she can come back to me. I am tired and I want her back no matter what

"Sorry Ava, I am afraid that I can not do that to you. I left you once but I can not leave you again", I said to her and she faked a smile on me.

"Then stop talking Lucas. I need some peace here. So let me enjoy please", she said to me and at the same time the waiter came with food. He gave me the burger and ice cream and Pizza for her and she smiled at the waiter.

"Thank you so much", she said to him and he left, she started eating and she was moaning like she always does, I was feeling like I was getting affected by that, I was staring at her so badly and she just glared at me.

"Can you please stop staring at me like a loafer Lucas", she said and I just looked down. I did not mean to make her feel uncomfortable but seems like I did. But she was eating alone like I do not exist and it hurts so much. So I just took a slice from her plate and she glared at me hard.

"You ordered a burger, so eat that. You can not take my pizza okay", she said and pulled her plate near her. She was always like this. She never liked to share her food. I just smiled at her hard. I know she was trying to steal glances from me and I just can not help but smile. I also started eating my burger which was yummy because I did not eat my breakfast and I was hungry too.

"So tell me, what did you do all these years when I was gone", I asked her, and I noticed how she changed her expression and she got uneasy.

"It is none of your business Lucas. Just eat quietly and do not bother me, please", she said to me and ignored me and started eating again. I just took a deep breath and started eating again. I know no matter how many times she will say, I just can not leave her alone.

"Ava, tell me what should I do so that I can reduce your anger. You know very well I already regretted it, and now I am guilty. I can not stay like this. Please, just give me one chance", I asked her with pleading eyes. I am honestly so tired. I want to be with her and hold her in my arms. I miss her touch, her kiss, and her presence in my life so much.

"If you remember, I called you thousands of times. I begged you to come back because that time I was broken. I needed you back so badly, but you did not answer my call. You ignored me, you ignored my calls, you ignored that I loved you, you ignored that I exist, and now when you are done with your studies, you got everything you want, after being a successful businessman, you came back into my life and ask for forgiveness. I am not a fool Lucas. I can see what you are trying to do, and trust me I do not need you back in my life ever again", she said to me and I was just looking at her with wide eyes.

How can she say all this? I mean how the hell she knows about me? I thought no one is aware of my position and my work. I kept it hidden. I know I chose the wrong path but I was ready to get her back anyhow, no matter how many lies I had to say.

"What are you saying Ava", I said slowly. I have no idea how to cover it, and when she knows the truth, there is no use in lying to her. She knows what I am. She knows about my work and everything but I have no idea how. Even though she is not aware of the whole truth.

"Oh, so you are surprised that how do I know your secret? Oh Lucas, seems like you still do not know me well. I used to love you, Lucas. You really think that I would not know about you and your work, how bad it is, huh", she said and I am just so shocked to even react. She knows everything about me, but not the main part and now it would be harder for me to pursue her. She will never agree to be with me now and I just have no idea what should I do now.

"Ava, I know that I made you upset but trust me. I did this for us. I love you more than anything Ava and you know that I wanted to give you a life we always dreamed about, and for that, I just had to go. It was my last chance, please try to understand. I wanted to make you happy. I wanted to make you feel like a princess", I said to her and she just laughed so hard after hearing my words like I joked or something.

"You have no idea what real happiness is Lucas. A real princess needs love and care Lucas. Not money and luxury. I could have worked with you harder. We both could have worked hard. We could get rich together, but no, you chose to run away from me. You chose to leave me, so Lucas, you were right. It was your last chance and congratulations, you lost it. Now you may get lost from my life, okay", she said to me and I just felt that teaser build up in my eyes and I was feeling like crying. My eyes were already wet and it was so hard to even look at her, she was right. She has changed a lot.

"Seems like my words hurt you. I should apologize for saying such harsh words. I can understand how bad it hurts, but you have no idea how badly you hurt me. Those moments when I cried myself to sleep. I can never forget the time you left me alone Lucas. You have no idea how it feels when your groom leaves you like that. You have no idea how badly it hurts, so if you think that I am harsh, I am. If you think I am rude, I am. And if you think that I will forgive you, then you are mistaken. I will never forgive you", she said.

I saw that her eyes also got teary but she was trying her best to cover it and look strong in front of me, I know that what I did was unforgivable, but why does not she get that what I did was for us? I wanted to make her the happiest girl in the world. I can not stand the hate in her eyes for me. so I just got up from there and made my way out. I paid the bill for us and got out of there.

It was not easy to handle all this. I can handle everything, like everything, but hate in her eyes for me hurts so much. I wish I could undo everything I did, if I get this chance I would never leave her again.

But she is right I lost the chance and she will never forgive me. I am trying to do everything to get her back, but she is making it tougher for me with each passing moment.

I do not understand how she will be happy and how she will forgive me. I even tried to be a student in her class, but there was no use of it. I got admission to this college so that I could be near her and I can see her daily and I can try to get her back daily, but I did not know that she is that much changed and she even got stubborn before too.

Oh god, please just help me.