Episode 12
Lucas's Point Of View,
"Then why do not you show me your love anymore Lucas? You do not find me attractive anymore right", she asked me. Still making a sad, puppy face and I just took a deep breath. My hands were still on her chest and my heart was beating like so damn fast. It could come out of my chest any time soon.
"Ava, just try to understand it okay? You are drunk and I can not take advantage of you. Please just try to understand", I was trying to make her understand but she shook her head and it looked like she will cry soon. I just have to do something because there is no way that I am gonna see her crying in front of me.
"I am okay with it Lucas. I know I am drunk and I am really happy. It is like a dream for me that you are here with me again after all these years. I know it will be over when I will open my eyes in the morning. So let me live this dream Lucas, please", she said and I could see how hurt she was. My heart was really aching to see her like that.
I never wanted this to happen. I just do not know how to make it up to her. It is really hard for me to see her like that.
"You will hate me when you will wake up in the morning. I just do not know how you will even react after that. Maybe you will never want to see me again", I said to her but she again shook her head.
"I am not scared about that. I do not even care about anything right now. I am just loving this moment. So just let me do that", she held my hand and put it on her thigh and I just gulped hard.
She is really out of my mind and I just do not know what should I do now. I am really trying hard to resist it but seems like it is gonna really tough tonight.
"Kiss me, Lucas. Kiss me right now", she put her hand on my thighs, and now there is no way that I can hold myself anymore.
"Ava, you would be really angry and you are gonna regret it in the morning", I tried to push her hand away but now her hand came to my zip and I just held but she just jerked my hand and held it.
She pulled me close to her and put her lips on mine. She started kissing me aggressively and it was rough. The moment her lips were on mine, I felt an electric shock run into my whole body. And I just could not resist it. She was provoking me and here I am, holding her tight and kissing her back like there is no next day and this is my last day on the earth.
"Kiss me harder Lucas. What is wrong with you? Did you forget how to kiss", she said between the kiss and I just looked at her with wide eyes.
"What do you really mean by that? How many boys have you kissed after me", I asked her. I was somehow shocked to hear that and she just laughed so hard.
"Amm, I forget. I will tell you later", she said and I was just glaring at her now. How dare she kiss someone else?
"How did you fucking dare to kiss someone else when I was gone", I was really angry now, but she just put her finger on my lips and kissed me hard again.