CHAPTER TWENTY TWO

Angel's POV

Watching the sun rise, I could feel the exhaustion sinking in because I haven't slept a wink since I woke up from that dream but I couldn't fall asleep, in order to avoid the dream. I'm scared it's going to reoccur, it was too much for me at the moment. Seeing everyone dead was too much for me. Knowing that it was ally fault was too much of a guilt for me to bear. The guilt was like a dead weight on my shoulders weighing me down. I wish there was a way to make it all right, I wish that dream wouldn't be my future but it felt so real, so realistic. I could feel everything even down to the air, the smell of the death that filled it. I could feel everything.

I sat there on my balcony watching the sun rise, it was beautiful. What a beautiful sight. The sun felt so good on my skin. I felt at peace a little, I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe. I continue to stare at it unmoving and rigid in my seat. I didn't want to move and I didn't want to move. I didn't feel the need to move, neither did I have the strength to move. It was Sunday today, so I don't any plans so I just stayed folded up on my chair just staring.

I don't know how long went by but I just kept watching the sun and the scenery which was beautiful. It was peaceful to look at. I didn't even know what the time was until I heard a knock on my door which jolted me out of reverie. I looked towards my door.

"Angel, are you in there?" Rory asked still knocking. Mustering all the strength I had left, I got up from my seat, walked into the room towards the door. I opened the door, let her in, walked to my bed and took a seat.

"Hey, are you okay honey. What's going on" Rory asked as she walked into my room and took a seat beside me.

"I had a dream last night" I muttered out softly as I felt the tiredness kick in.

"A dream. What was it about" she said furrowing her brows in curiosity as she sat up straight, so I recounted everything I saw to her.

"He is coming Rory" I said as my eyes got blurry with tears.

"It's just a dream Angel. It might not mean anything" Rory said softly and gently.

"It's not just a dream Rory. I can feel it. It felt so real. It's coming, Rory. He is coming" I said as I stared at the wall in front of me. Rory let out a soft sigh in frustration.

"What are we going to do now" Rory asked readjusting herself on the bed.

"I really don't know. But I think we should inform Mom first and then Andy" I said running my hand through my hair and pulling on it a bit. I don't have a good feeling about the dream. This dream just felt too real like a vision of some sorts. I just pray it doesn't come to that. I can't bear to see Jason and my family die all because of me. I just wish things were different. I wish I was normal. Don't get me wrong, I mean I love my angel side, she is a very vital part of me, she completes me but I just wish the circumstances were different. I just wish I didn't have a murderous monster after me. I felt Rory arms around pulling me in a hug.

"Stop crying, Angel" Rory said letting out a sigh. It was then I felt the wetness on my cheek. I didn't even know that I was crying.

"I just wish everything was different, you know" I said as I wiped the tears from my face pulling away from Rory.

"Go take a shower, freshen up and come downstairs okay. You will feel much better after" Rory said as she got up pulling me up with her.

"Okay. I need to washy hair anyway" I said running my hand through my hair.

"Let me get started on breakfast. Come back when you are through" Rory said as she walked out of the room.

I walked into the bathroom, looked into the mirror. I looked like a mess. The exhaustion I felt was visible. The lack of sleep very evident on my face. I looked really tired and I felt tired but sleep was far away from me. I stripped out of my clothes and walked into the shower. I turned it on, set the temperature and got under. It felt really nice. The water running down from my head to my toes. It felt really relaxing. It relieved the stress a bit.

After my shower, I got out wrapped my body in one towel and my hair in another. I went about my skincare routine, brushed my teeth, got dressed, blowdried my hair and went downstairs. Rory was just setting the table. Breakfast looked delicious but I wasn't hungry.

"Hey, you looked a bit better" Rory said as you looked up at me before taking a seat at the table. I gave her a small smile before taking a seat at the table. I grabbed the glass of juice and took a sip and placed it back on the table. I served myself some eggs and fruits first to see if I could eat at least. I got started with that, putting the fruit in my mouth and chewing slowly, while Rory served herself as well. We ate in silence, Rory more than me but I could feel Rory's eyes on me. I knew she was concerned about me, I could feel it.

"Rory, am fine. I can feel your worry rolling off you" I said glancing up at her with a small smile on my face as I placed another piece of fruit in my mouth.

"I know, I know but you are not eating" Rory said as she placed a piece of fruit in her mouth.

"I'm trying though just don't feel like it. I'm not really hungry though" I said releasing a sigh of tiredness while pushing the eggs around. The lack of sleep from last night was crashing down on me slowly crashing down on me. Letting out a tired yawn, I quickly covered my mouth.

"You're tired. How about you get some sleep, I will keep the food in the microwave for you, then I will clean up here" Rory suggested.

"But you cooked. I can't expect you to clean up as well. I will clean up, put the food in the microwave, then get some sleep" I said getting up to start picking up the plates bit Rory took them out my hands giving me a stern look,it reminded me of the Mom look, it had me sitting my butt down without protesting.

"Get some rest and I will clean up. Period" She said as she walked out with the plates she took from me in hand. I sighed getting up and going upstairs. When I got to my room, I got into bed and tried to sleep bit it wasn't coming. Sleep was far away from me. So I grabbed my phone to help me try and get some sleep. I scrolled through my Instagram feed, watching and liking a lot of videos and pictures that I didn't even realize when I dozed off.

Dream begins

I was back in the dream again. I was standing in an open field, blood stained the grass, bodies everywhere, mothers, children, warriors. Everyone was dead. It was like hell had rained on earth. I walked forward and saw familiar faces of Blue Moon pack members. I felt sick like I wanted to throw up. I felt tears gather in my eyes.

This was all my fault. Everyone is dead because of me. All in chaos in the supernatural world is because of me. Why did he have to want me. Why Moon goddess why. Why me of all people. I hated him so much for everything he has costed. I walked forward towards the pack house, where I saw Rory, Aiden, Andy and Mason lying on the ground dead, I felt the tears slip out of my eyes. I looked up and saw Jason hanging by a spear and a choked sob escaped my lips. I looked to the ground beside Jason, there laid my mother not breathing, I felt the terror and pain grip my bone. I cried for my loved ones and my pack. I felt his presence behind me before I saw him.

"Welcome, my love" he said, I felt the hair at the back of my head stand. Chills ran down my body. I immediately stiffened, I didn't turn to face him because I didn't want to know how he looks. I wanted to wake up from this dream. I wanted to so bad. I closed my eyes trying to will myself to wake up. I recited in my head wake up several times.

Dream ends

I jolted awake immediately sitting up, my breathe uneven, I could feel the sweat dripping down my body. I placed my hand over my racing heart while taking a deep breathe trying to calm myself down. I ran my other hand through my hair to try and tame it. I laid back down on the bed, looking up at the ceiling, I felt tears gather in my eyes, flowing down the sides of my face as I cried silently.

After a couple of minutes, I grabbed my phone from beside my head, to look at the time, turns out I have only been asleep for fifteen minutes. Not even much. I got up from my bed, plugged my phone in to charge while I stripped and went to the bathroom to take a cold shower. I let the water run down from head to my toes which made me sigh in relief.

When I was done with my shower, I dried my body, moisturized it and put on some lounge clothes. I sat down in from of mirror, pulled out my blow-dryer and dried my hair. After I dried it, I put in some haircare products before pulling out my curling iron and curled my hair. I put on some lipgloss, grabbed my phone and went downstairs. I saw Rory watching a movie and joined her.

"Hey, that was a short nap" Rory said looking at me.

"The dream again. It felt so real, Rory. The blood was too much, everyone was dead including Mom. Rory, what if this is our future" I said as tears ran down my face. I quickly wiped them away, taking a deep breathe to calm myself down to avoid breakdown.

"My goddess. I hope it is not. I pray it is not" Rory said running her hand through her hair.