ch 15

The next day she woke up and washed her face then wear up her clothes, as she was wearing the coat, that friend doctor whose name is He shu, called her.

" Dr. He"

" hi zhu lu, no need for the formality, I called you to remind you about our meeting"

" ok I am going"

.....

At the hospital, she sat in front of him " zhu lu, have you come to decision regarding the treatment after all you will suffer less and live more and the earlier you start you may heal and live"

" he shu, you can trick your patients but you cannot trick me, I already know that no ending for me other than death, and that, I accept it"

" zhu lu there may be a chance to try it you will not lose anything "

" Thanks, I will consider it a little longer"

" ah you will not give up, ok in short accept the chemotherapy as soon as possible, it gets increasingly dangerous the longer you delay it"

"I am pretty aware of the hardship I will experiment with it but I am a lonely person with no one to care about me so I will not be able to cope with it so please prescribe more medicine for me, I will consider it for a little longer, don't worry"

" sigh, ok as you wish, you became one of my patients so if you go through with the treatments, I will be right there with you, as your friend, so don't worry, it's no big deal only you must always hold onto some form of hope in life, right? "

"I will think about it"

" alright you can go and collect your medicine "

" thank you, so I am leaving "

" wait"

he called a nurse that came with a cage and inside it, is a kitten.

"take this I brought it for you yesterday"

" a kitten?

" yeah, don't let your mind wander around when you're all by yourself, find something to spend time on like fluffy things like kittens"

she said sincerely, feeling the first care for her from someone made her happy " thanks he shu"

" no need after all we are friends''

.

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" so I am leaving. ... goodbye"

" Goodbye"

then she got up and left.

.....

she was in her office, seeing the patients under her, how the state they are in but soon felt pain in her stomach ' it's beginning to hurt again '

then she opened the cabinets to find the medicine and drank it, then fall on the chair, sitting down.

" it is very painful, why cannot I die peacefully"