Qoutes From Exs Lover.

"I hope he knows his place."

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I lowered my ego and it made me sit next to Axelle on the garden grass hopefully the grass I'm sitting on is not peed by cats or dogs. If the grass that Axelle sits on is used to pee a cat or a dog, it doesn't matter because he deserves it. Teenage boys like him deserve to be stained with animal dung because of his arbitrariness.

I glanced at him and his face was so calm as if nothing had happened between us. Our relationship broke up two days ago and he is behaving like this. Our good relationship since we were four years old means nothing. Why do I miss him so much who loves me since we were little? He took care of me and defended me when Jae-Hwo bothered me. Ah, I can't waver anymore, I have to be firm with him so he knows his mistake.

"This world presents many colors. Just choose what color symbolizes us." I don't know where he was possessed by a genie from where he said the words just now. Maybe while running there was a genie that suddenly stuck in his body.

"What color do you choose to represent yourself?" He asked me and I was even more convinced that he was indeed possessed because he was the typical basketball player who was rarely in class and always got to the bottom of the class.

One more thing, he is also not a literary connoisseur. His talent is only basketball and not knowing himself is also his skill.

It's okay to answer the question, "Red because I can burn things and grow the zest for life!" I answered firmly because red is the color of my life.

"Yes, you are like that!" Of course, he knows because we grew up together and eventually fell in love and then ended because he betrayed our relationship. Sounds blue.

"The color of my life is brown! So warm and soothing." He is right and not wrong. That's all he realized from himself while his arbitrary nature he never realized.

Axelle was so warm and comforting but that was then for me. Because the current Axelle is not as warm and comforting as she used to be before she cheated on him. Maybe it's his nature that makes women out there so captivated by him as well as I used to be. I don't know how I fell in love with him. I don't understand.

"I'm not ask!" I snapped to get rid of his love for him, which still had a speck of it.

"Just an insight for you before we part for real!" He said and I smiled blandly at that.

He said.

Insight according to him, is the basis of not knowing yourself. Should I lend him the big glass in sis Lovelace's room? Or I just give the glass to him as a gift he moved house so he can always remember me and all the bad behavior towards me. Ah, that seems like a great idea. Or I can buy it through an online shopping app now and have it delivered right away so I don't have to beg for sis Lovelace's big glass.

"Alright, let's order a farewell gift for you!" I said softly and I'm sure he heard it if his ears weren't clogged with dirt.

He turned to me as I was busy looking for a large mirror for him on my phone. From the smell, I'm sure he hopes to get a romantic gift. Uh, of course, this gift will be a romantic gift for him from me as his ex-lover whom he cheated on. Wait, I glanced at him briefly, the smell changed. Was he afraid that I would give him a dead rat or a pig's head? Ah, looks like he's now suspicious of my gift.

"Don't leave before the gift is sent to your house because I don't want to send it twice. Sending it back is very tiring!" I said after I finished ordering a large glass as a gift for him.

He stood up from his seat. "I have a present for you too!" his face which is typical of the athlete's face smiled happily. It's annoying that he can change his scent like this.

"We're going home because the sun can dry out your skin later!" Look at that attitude. Why did he care about my dry skin and why did he extend his hand to me? He thought I was paralyzed so I couldn't get up from sitting.

I didn't accept his outstretched hand and stood up from my seat and walked ahead of him. As he equalized rarely, I kept dodging and dodging. It continued like that until some neighbors who passed by asked us if we were playing on the streets of the complex. My emotional level was very high and I had to endure it, letting him answer. Luckily he didn't talk about what happened to us, if he did tell the truth, I would slam the glass I gave him as a present later after I glued the broken pieces together. As a form that such is my heart.

Is that really how my heart is now? Or it remains intact but hurts from being stabbed. If stabbed, there must be a stab wound right here in my heart. But I felt something different. Like not crushed and not pierced but like being scratched by the edge of the paper which I thought was harmless but could hurt. Yes, that's how it feels.

Ah, did I just call him 'he' isn't his name anymore? It seems I hate to mention his name even in my heart. Yes, he deserves to be hated.

"When will my gift arrive?" he asked when we arrived in front of my house.

It's shameless for him to ask like that at a time when our relationship is like the ocean and forest fires like this. He always ignites a fire in me to burn many shady trees that have become scorched to nothing. It's also possible to him that I am like the ocean that drowns itself at the bottom of the dark sea. But it's not my fault. He started it first and why am I so vengeful like a vengeful demon? Did I just call myself a demon? No, no. I'm not the devil but he's the devil. I am a fragile human who is easily tricked. It's really unfortunate to have a character like this. But sometimes I can be so brave that I do unexpected things like what I will do when the mirror arrives.

"Just wait until Manchester United wins the Premier League this season!" I answered then entered the house with a smile. A smile that made him very annoyed because he was a big fan of the red devil. Even Manchester United is better than him despite being nicknamed the red devil. He has to learn a lot from his favorite football club.

"Why do you always bully me, huh?" He shouted from outside the fence. Look, I'm so happy with this and I can't stay still so I'm going to say something to make his ears hurt right through to his heart.

"Why did you cheat on me, huh?" I replied with a shout and I didn't expect my scream to invite our parents, including sis Lovelace, who came out from behind our door.

Looks like we're going to be interrogated dry because our family doesn't know about this matter and they think we're still dating. Ah, if only we had never been in a relationship and let it be a one-sided love so that only Axelle would be hurt.

To be continued.