THE SORROW

In the morning when I wake up , I straight away went to Jacks room to explain him everything but unfortunately to my bad luck he wasn't in his room.

From the servant I got to know about his business trip to USA where he has gone sharp in the morning.

I threw a glass of water on the ground in frustration which was beside me on table.

I am pissed off from all these things that is happening around and over me.

I am too a human being and I am to having right to live a good life with my loved ones.

Initially I wanted to talk to Jack but later an idea struck in my head. My mind was saying to call the police and escape from everything but I reconcile what that man said to me, that man who bought me in the bidding for Jack.

What if the police is really with Russian mafia's and what if they will not take any action regarding my complain due to it. Wanted to disclose everything to police but i was frightned to do so...

Suddenly an idea struck into my mind.

I remember my neighbours phone number and I thought to why not call her. I have this great opportunity as Jack is not at home and there is no one to stop me.

I called a servant and ask him for a mobile phone .

He Immediately bring me a mobile phone.

I close the door after the servant left and dial up the number.

At first there was no one picking up the phone but later wise my neighbour picked up the call.

Hey aunt I wanted to ask about my brother Sam. Last time I left him with you. Can you give your phone to him for a minute.

I begged.

Oh Elizabeth where are you dear? From past 5 days you haven't came. I was a lot worried about you.

Aunt said.

And can you please give your phone to Sam. I want to talk to him. Please give him the phone. Is he with you or he is in school.

I asked.

Elizabeth dear I don't know what you will feel like but I want to tell you a bad news about Sam.

Aunt said in a melancholy tone.

What happened aunt where is Sam and what are you talking about.

I asked curiously.

Dear from the night of your non appearance here, Sam was a lot tennis about you. In the morning he went to police station to file a complain regarding your missing. Entire day used to go to police station to trace your whereabouts.

One day when he was coming from the police station itself he met with an accident and unfortunately dear he died on the spot.

Aunt said in a sorrowful tone.

What!!!!

I exclaimed while disbelieving what answer.

Yes dear he met with an accident and was taken to hospital immediately but doctors said that he is dead already. I search a lot about your whereabouts but got no trace so me and my husband did Sam's funeral alone.

Aunt said.

I was taken a back by what she said just now.

My eyes flooded with tears and my heart skip a beat.

I cut the phone and I fell on my knees as I has heard something happening of which I has been totally unexpected.

My entire face has been smudged with tears and mascara.

It has been 5 days since I haven't met my brother and now I get to know about his death. It has been a very painful news I ever heard.

I was hurt from the core of my heart. I fell like fainting.

I had only one person in my entire life to call as a family and that two got snatched away from me.

It's not fine, why God has stuffed all pain in my life only. Now I am completely alone in this entire world plus I am trapped In The racket of Russian mafia.

At this is a vicious cycle from where coming out is impossible.

I thought that my entire life is smudged in pain and sorrow as I am not going to be ever out from this cycle.

I have done living with psychopaths who buy humans in the bidding.

I am done with all this and want to go away from everything I want to start a new life.

I want forget some his always going to be inside my heart.

For him I am going to live a beautiful life away from all this.

For him I am going to live a remarkable life. He always wanted to see me happy I am going to fullfill his wish at any cost.

So I decided to escape from this place but that too needs money as without money I won't be able to survive more in any new country. Yes escaping from Russian mafia is going to be fulfilled only when I will leave this country aso Russian of you have contacts are throughout the world but they won't do much effort to find a single girl who has escape to a different country.

So I decided to save money or to rob money from Jack as much as possible so that I can escape from this place easily and can survive in another country.

I also decided to start my studies which I left in 10th class due to shortage of money.

For that I wanted to ask James but I know he will say no straight away so far that too I decided to save money.

Now I am determine for escaping from this disgusting muddy pit where I am stuck into.

Suddenly I remember that Jack has gone just for a half day to his business trip and he would be coming any time here so I called the servant again and giving him the phone I said him to not tell anyone that I ask him for a phone....

After the servant I close the door and after that I did nothing but crying.

My only member of the family too is snatched by God. I have many denounces from God.

From hours I am crying and there is no one to stop me from it as my only closed member, my only family member too is snatched. I didn't get even opportunity to bid him goodbye for the last time. I didn't get even one chance to see him last time.

It is very painful as I didn't attended his funeral even. I wanted to meet him and wanted to talk a lot about our life but everything got snatched from me.

I whiped my tears and and decided to take a bath to refresh myself. My brother is dead now and now I am on my own. I have no one now.

I want to divert my mind from all this and want to runaway.

I recently made a plan to an initiation of which requires money that I will arrange from Jack without letting him no anything.

I was pretty unsure that did Jack brought me for entire life over has brought me for a particular span of time as I don't want to go back to the mafia's as it will ruin my all plan to escape from them.

I know he will not tell me anything about this he is a mean guy. You always cares about himself only. He needs no one in his life and wanted to die alone I guess.

Who cares about him when you are escaping and have a beautiful life ahead.

I just have to be focused on my money collection from James and to find a proper place tobwhere I should run.

So I took up my clothes from the wardrobe I reach in the shower and after placing my clothes on the hanger, I turned on the shower.

My face was still smudged with mascara and tears, so to clean it I turned the shower sprinkles on my face.

It is soothing and a lot peaceful.

The sprinkles on my head was making me feel so good.

I fell like I am in 5th avenue or can we call as paradise.

But it wasn't that much calming as the memories of me and my brother destroyed all of it.

It struck in my mind like an electric current and my eyes started flooding with the tears back again.

I can forget everything but the memories aren't a nothing to forget.

It is something that you cannot forget this easily.

After thinking and sobbing for an hour I turn the shower button off and after wearing my clothes I came out from the shower.

I started doing my makeup. But the tears weren't stopping.

It was only him , there was only one good friend in my entire and it was sam who too died.

Now I am left with nothing but lament on my fate.

I don't know why only I have this vulgar and disgusting fate.

Why God has sent me only to struggle in life.

Why I am only chosen to suffer.

I too wanted a good life where I could have a family with children's and a husband.

I too wanted to have parents and siblings.

Why only my closed ones are dying. Has I done any mistake in my past for which I am suffering here now.

No I never did anything wrong in my entire life. I only thought good for everyone. I never read it anyone badly then why I am suffering like this.

I too have rights to live a perfect family but here my family died, I now I am sold to a rude and egoistic person who cares about no one.

I must tell that I hate him more than hates me.

I want to tell him how much I hate him and how much disgusting person he is.

I want to tell him that why you no one comes in his life. For a simple reason just because he is rude and arrogant and never anyone rightly.

Jack has no one in his life just because he is a spoilt man who cares about no one.

Because of him my brother died , just because of these kind of rich people who buy human as slaves people suffer.

They buy people for sex for torture and for their own fun and it is the reality of society.

Some people by humans to torture them and some to eat them, yes some people event eat human flesh.

I sell lucky that I am not sold to a person who is a human eater.

At least I am not dying, I just have to be a sex slave for this rude and arrogant businessman.

I just have to serve him my body and that is less torturous then everything else I have heard.

I want to talk to him once about letting me escape but what if he will get a hint about my run away.

I know you will say no but I want his help as you can help me in arranging money.

But what if he will get an idea about my escape and what if he will tell the Russian mafia about it. It's going to be dangerous for me. So I thought after a lot of deliberating I decided to ask him and a different way and after

Preparing myself with makeup and dress I decided to make food for Jack by myself and when he will be on the dinner table I will ask him.

I am determine that I have to escape from this place at any cost.

I have decided that one day I will see a beautiful sunrise and I am going to accomplish it.