Chapter 32 VOID

VOID

When the doctor told me that my baby died in an accident five years ago, I didn't know why I couldn't feel any pain or anything. I just feel incomplete. That something in me is a void and all I want is to fill that big gap in my heart—even though I'm not sure what I'm looking for to fill it. That something in me is longing for someone I don't even know but I feel a big part of my life.

And this—hearing some kid calling me mom is like filling the empty space in my heart that fast—without knowing why and how.

Maybe it was because I felt sorry for him when he told me that he hadn't seen his mother since he was born—and until now he was waiting for her to come back to them.

"Is that yummy? Do you want another slice?" I asked him. He quickly nodded so we both laughed.

I gave him another slice of cheesecake and he ate it quietly. After we met earlier at Percepta, he immediately asked me out, which I couldn't refuse. I also do not know why.