I am nothing special

"What happened suddenly Luna? Are you fine??Or should we go to the doctor?" Lily asked checking body temperature of Luna, "it was a lie," Luna said, "Sam had work and that's why he took me with him so he can give excuse." "Oh I see, but why are you looking so dull? I anything wrong?" Lily asked "or are you still pretending to be not fine." she laughed.

"I'm totally fine lily but I am really upset, I mean Sam just took me with him so he can give excuse, I'm feeling like being used." Luna said. "I can feel you, I also felt same last night, do you remember you asked me if I'm ok or anything wrong, I lied, actually wait where is my mobile?" lily checked her pockets to fine show Luna her phone, she opened the chat with jack and showed her.

After reading the chat, Luna looked at lily with confusion, "so what's so wrong?", "Can't you see?" Lily was surprised that Luna didn't get that, but it wasn't Luna's fault because her mind was totally into another thoughts, "I thought jack did all this to make me happy because he likes me, he spent time with me to make me happy but he was just getting bored and had no choice so he spent yesterday with me." lily said, pam was in room already and she was listening to lily, "so what was wrong? Can't he go out with you? You were free and why it should be always for you? I understand you were sad but that doesn't mean someone do specially something for you." Pam said her words were harsh but every single word was right.

After listening to her, Luna and lily both didn't said anything and Luna was busy in her thoughts, "actually pam you are right, I didn't thought this way." lily said, "its ok if he was bored and spent time with me, but you know what I thought he did this because he like me."

Pam laughed, "So now what are you thinking?" She asked lily, "I think he don't have any feelings for me and it was just for time pass he spent time with me, I am not feeling anything special now, that's what made me sad." Lily replied. "I am such a fool!!" she laughed a little, "I thought he like me."

Luna hugged her, "its ok." she said. Pam was busy packing her bag for tuition, "so do you like him?" She asked, lily looked at her, "I am not sure but for now yes." listening to her pams eyes got wide open, "wow, Luna did you heard that? This girl is in love with a guy and first time a guy is not in love with her, she said loudly. Oh my god, god you turned the tables, haha." she said and left for tuition.

"Luna I'm such a dumb and selfish person, I didn't even talked with him today, he was expecting me to talk but I didn't even made an eye contact, I was so upset. Pam was right, I should not only think about myself, everything is not for me, I'm not the special and I should think about others too, it's not always for me." Lily said.

Listening her words Luna felt the same, "actually we both are same, I got upset and didn't talked with Sam, so what if he took me with him so he can give excuse, I should help him, I should not think this way." lily looked at Luna "we are Dumbo!" She said in pout.

"It's ok, we will apologize later," Luna said, "now I'm going for library see you later.", "I'm also going to sleep I'm not feeling good, see you later babe." lily said.

In the boys dorm, jack was sitting on his chair typing message, * actually, it was jay who wrote this* but then he didn't sent it and cancel the massage. He had done this couple of times already, he wanted to clear up the things but he wasn't sure about how should he do that, he was thinking about how lily would feel, "jay is really something man." he murmured.

While doing practice, Sam saw Luna passing by but she was talking on call, so she didn't saw him and walked to library. "What are you doing man?" A guy shouted, because Sam was supposed to kick ball. Making Sam focus back on the game but still his mind was thinking about what was wrong with her.

On the way to library, Luna was feeling bad for how she behaved with him and decided to give false excuse and talk normally with him, she realized it was her who was in love with him and not him who was in love with her, he didn't even had any idea and was just taking help or her and there was nothing wrong in his action, I'm not anything special.

After completing practice Sam was back in room he saw jack worried, "bro, what should I do?" jack Almost cried, seeing him like that Sam threw pillow on his face, "what is this behavior, I understand you are worried but don't behave like this." He went straight on bed and closed his eyes.

What went wrong, he was brain storming, she was totally ok till we come back then I told teacher that she is not feeling well, and nothing else so what made her upset? "Brother she must be thinking I used her,", jack was decoding his own message not really his but the way jay tried to tell her, look, that dog wrote no one was there to come with me and so I thought you are free, it totally mean I spent time with her because she was the only option left he said and now felt more bad his anger was dominating him now, he wanted to punch jay but he wasn't in front of him so punched wall instead, "ouch!!!" He cried hearing him Sam got up, "what the hell!" Why are you behaving like this he hold jacks hand because it was bleeding already.