37. Chapter 37
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Aditi yea he was seeing his own self in the child
Manyata already a guest reviewer answered ur quo in rvw section but fr ur convenience I'm mentioning it here..it's EPISODE 984 MURDER AT MATHERAN..aired on 2nd august 2013
Aasvin yea Shreya ne bhi khoya hey apna bacha use bhi dukh hey per kahi na kahi wo iss bache se chutkara cahti thi jabki Daya isse khud ki atit ko relate ker liya tha..so pain is more fr him..
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Tarika was humming along with the music player in the car..Abhijeet glanced at her two three times then asked "jaha taq mujhe malum hey aj tumhara aur mera dono ka weekly off hey.."
"sahi malum hey"
"to hum kis case ki sinsile mey yea aise ghumne nikle hey khandala..wo bhi ek forensic doctr aur ek senior inspector?"
"tumhare smne hi to bataya Daya ko ek case k liye disguise mey hum couple ban k.."
"Tarika..."
"uff suna tha shaadi ki bad mardo ki dimaag ghas khane jati hey aab experience ho raha hey"
Abhijeet smiled "dimaag thik jagah pey hi hey..per.."
"kya per..arey dono ek dusre ki saath rehenge khud ba khud Daya ka gussa kam ho jayega.."
Abhijeet sighed "Tarika yea gussa wo ruthna manana wala nahi hey..haan sahi hey wo bacha uska kuch nahi lagta per Daya ne usse apne bachpan ko jor liya tha.."
Tarika sighed "per dukh to Shreya ko bhi hua hoga..fir..uper se aise berukhi.."
Abhijeet sighed, not knowing what to say.
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Shreya gathering all her courage moved to Daya's room,she knocked on the door and entered.
Daya was lying on bed keeping his hand on the chest, pain clearly visible on his face.
Shreya moved forward "aapko dard ho raha hey?"
Daya opened his eyes "nahi"
Shreya sighed "aapki dawai ka waqt.."
"tum jake araam kro..mein kr lunga"
"per aap.."
"kaha na jao.."
Shreya took a deep breath "bhaiya kehke gaye hey aapko waqt mey dawai dey dene ko.."
Daya gave her a look.. "uss din tumhare bhaiya kehke nahi gaye they ki khyal rakhna?"
Shreya look down..
Daya turned his back to Shreya with "pls Shreya"
Shreya moved out silently..
Daya murmured "bhaiya ne kaha tha..hunh"
Shreya moved to her room and sat down on the bed..
"Daya k liye value serf uss bache ka tha..mera nahi..fir mein yeaha kiu..nahi aise kaise.."
she thought fr some moments then said "unki narajgi ka kuch kerna hoga..per..bad mein sochungi pehle lunch to bana lu.."
she moved to kitchen to make preparation fr lunch
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Shreya entered again in Daya's room with the food tray, but didn't found him..
"yea kaha gaye.." she checked the washroom and around..
Then moved out of the room..she was about to move to lounge when heard some noises from upstairs
she moved upstairs,
found Daya coming out of a room..
"aap yeaha"
Daya who was busy locking the room just nodded..
"per yea room to humesha bandh rehta hey..Tarika ne kaha tha yea aaplog isliye rakha ki bad mey family bar jaye.."
"mere gher mey koi room mey jana mujhe mana hey?"
Shreya shook her head "mein lunch laga du?"
"tum khalo mujhe bhukh nahi hey"
he made his way passing her and started moving downstairs..Shreya followed him "aap baat to kijiye atleast..haan galti hui mujhse per.."
Daya doesn't answer and moves directly to his room..
Shreya stares at his way fr some moments then entered "aap khana to kha.."
Daya had already lied down covering his face with the quilt..
She moves out helplessly.
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She was in her room busy in thoughts when she heard sounds of utensils in the kitchen..
She moved out to find Daya had already kept back the food she served, and now busy in making some stuffs fr himself..
"aap yea kya.."
Daya didn't answered but gave her a look..
Shreya moved forward "mtlb aap mere haath ka bana nahi khayenge?"
Daya just turned off the stove poured the soup and about to move but stopped and turned "subha keh rahi thi na ki tumhe jimmedari deke gaya hey koi..keh dena unse mujhe khud apna khyal rakhna ata hey"
he moves back to his room..
Shreya whispers "itni nafrat..."
she moves back to her room,
"haan meri galti hey..per jaan bujhke to nahi kiya na meine?ager Daya ko pata chalta ki mujhe goli lagi to kya chup chap baithe rehte.."
Daya was lying on his bed "kiu Shreya ko dekhte hi gussa ane lagta hey..bar bar lagta hey mere ma ne bhi sayed asehi socha hoga..unhe mujhe feqte hue koi dard hua hi nahi hoga..meine kitna kuch to soch rakha tha..jo jo mujhe nahi mila sab dunga mein apne bache ko..uss kamre mey sab kuch saja ke rakha tha meine..sbse chupa k..boss ko bhi nahi bataya kahi wo bhi na samajh paye to..aur sach mey koi nahi samajh paya.."
Shreya got up and went to the balcony..looked at that plant..
"kya wo sab jhut tha jo meine mehsus kiya?sayed haan..ek jhutan larki se koi pyar kaise ker sakta hey..apne bas iss bache ke liye hi..fir mujhe kiu ahsas hua pyar ka..aaphi ne to kerwaya ahsas..mein to iss sindur ko bas rit man k lagati thi..aapki batoon se hi to iske saath ahsas jur gaya..ager wo sab jhut hi tha to ahsas kerwa kiu aapne.."
Daya sat up cuddling the pillow "mein Shreya se aj bhi pyar krta hu..per use dekhte hi serf aur serf gussa ata hey..serf uspey nahi..Abhi aur Tarika pey bhi..kisiko uss nanhi si jaan ki jane se koi farq hi nahi para..Shreya k liye to wo uncaha tha hi yea log bhi use..sayed sach mey janm se hi related hey yea pyar wyar..uska janm ka sach thik nahi tha to kisika pyar nahi mila..jaise mujhe..per Abhi ko to..nahi use bhi laga hoga wo bacha kabhie mujhe aur Shreya ko ek nahi hone dega..Shreya ko bhi wo bacha apne khusiyo ka rora hi to laga hoga.."
Shreya sat on the chair present there itself "jitna dard ek ma ko apne bache ki chin jane per hoti hey..nahi ho raha mujhe..nahi ban saki mein ek achi ma..aur na ek achi patni.."
Daya sighed "pata nahi sayed acha hi hua use ana nahi para..jiske jane se kisi ki ankh thik se naam taq nahi hui usko kya khusiya milta..kuch nahi.."
they both were lost in each others thought unaware of the passing time..
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Shreya jerked out of her thought hearing the sound of main door she got up with "Tarika aur bhaiya to subha ane wale they..aab to raat ki 9baj rahe hey"
she moved out, found Daya about to move out of the house "aap kaha ja rahe hey?"
"kaam hey"
"per doctor ne Abhie aapko araam krne ko kaha hey.."
"mein thik hu..aur tum to fiqar karo hi mat"
"kiu..aap aise laparwai karenge aur mein kuch.."
"laparwai?tum keh rahi ho yea?aur tumhare laparwai se jo hua..humara bacha..nahi humara kaha tumne to use apna mana hi nahi"
Shreya was too hurt and frustrated till now, she too raised her voice
"aapko serf uss bache se hi mtlb hey, hey na? To mein kiu ruki hu yeaha..chali jati hu na mein..jab aapko hi mujhse koi wasta nahi to iss gher mey rahu kis haq se?"
Daya looks up at her fr few moments..then chewed the words "jo marji karo..jo dil aye karo"
he moves back to his room banging close the door..
Shreya kept staring at the closed door fr few seconds then knelled down on the floor crying burying her face in the couch.
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Shreya got up feeling as if she heard the doorbell..
She sat straight and looked around,it's already morning and she still on floor..
The doorbell rang again..she got up, adjusted her dress a bit and opened the door..
Abhirika entered and Tarika without noticing her started in naughty voice "bari der se soyi kya.."
Shreya replied in quiet hoarse voice "aaplog baitho mein paani.."
Tarika looked up, Shreya's eyes told she had cried fr long..
After Shreya moved in kitchen, Tarika turned to Abhijeet with "Shreya ko dekha?"
"hmm..lagta hey sahab ne koi qarnama kiya..hey kaha wo.."
before he can move to Daya's room Shreya came out with two glass of water "bhaiya mujhe aapse kuch baat krni thi.."
Abhijeet frowned "bolo"
Shreya took a deep breath "mein ma papa ke pass jana cahti hu"
Abhirika exchanged glances, Abhijeet asked "achanaq?mtlb..kuch hua?"
"nahi bas..mein aab yeaha iss gher mey nahi.."
Abhijeet interrupted "ek second..isska matlab kya hey ki tum iss gher mey nahi rahogi.."
"wo mein..wo.." she looks at Tarika..
Tarika tries with "Abhijeet sayed Shreya kuch dino ke liye aunty uncle se.."
Abhijeet glared at her with "meine tumse nahi pucha Tarika..(turned to Shreya with) kya kaha Daya ne?"
Shreya looks at him in shock..
"aise mat dekho..sahabjade ki qartut pata hey mujhe.."
"bhaiya wo..unhe serf bache ke liye hi..mujhse shaadi..to mein kiu.."
"wah..to aab tumhe apne bache se jealousy hone lagi.."
"bhaiya aap.."
"what bhaiya aap..ager yea bacha tum dono ka hi hota aur tab Daya aise react krta to bhi tum asehi ajeeb react krti?nahi na? To fir Daya galat kaha hey..sachmey hi wo bacha uncaha.."
he stopped..got up with "yea kaha ka solution hey..ki bas vaag jao.."
Shreya looked down "unhe lagta hey mere laparwai se hi.."
Abhijeet gave her a stern look with "ager Daya ki galti se tum apna bacha khoti to..kuch nahi kehti?"
Shreya looked down..Abhijeet continued in same tone "tumne iss bache ko majburi mey mani thi..Daya ne sapne sajaye they..aur yea kaha ka rule hey pati kuch kehdey to bas bistar gol karo aur nikal lo.."
Tarika again tried "Abhijeet Shreya thora pareshan.."
"Tarika uske pass jaban hey"
Tarika made a face..
Shreya looked down..
Abhijeet turned to Daya's room with "uncle aunty ke woha se kuch din k liye ho ana.."
he pushed Daya's room door and entered
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Tarika looked at Shreya "Shreya wo.."
"Tarika mujhe bhi pata hey bhaiya ki gusse ka..jeth banne se pehle kafi saal senior they..kam daant nahi suni.."
both shared a smile..
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Abhijeet entered inside Daya's room, found him lying covering himself with a quilt Abhijeet pulled the quilt and hold Daya by the arm, "Daya uth"
he pulled him up in a sitting position..
Daya opened his eyes "Abhijeet tum..yea aise.."
"yea kya chal raha hey?"
"kya?"
"jabse hospital mey hosh aya tabse Shreya pey gussa dikhaya ja raha hey..kya hey yea.."
"to usne koi galti nahi ki.."
"kya galti haan..tujhe pata chalta ki Shreya ko goli lagi hey to tu baitha rehta..?"
Daya just looked away..
"aur yea jo bare shok mana raha hey tu na Shreya usse jyada dukhi hey..ma hey wo..pata hey ek ma ko kitna dard hota hey..yea jo goli lagti hey na hume isse kahi jyada..waise tumhe problem actually hey kis cheez se.."
Daya looks at him,
Abhijeet continues "serf uss bache ko khone se to tum baap dobara bhi ban sakte ho..Shreya ne ma banne ki qabalati nahi khoyi..yea iss baat se prb hey ki tum ek bare hi mahan kaam krne se chuq gaye?"
"Abhi..."
"hospital mey to Shreya ki pass baithe bare keh rahe they tumhe uski fiqar hey usse pyar krke shaadi kr rahe ho..per aab to lag raha hey ki bas logo ki agey mahan banne k liye.."
he stopped seeing the teary eyes of Daya..
Abhijeet took a deep breath "Shreya maika chale jana cahti hey..soch lena.." and moved out
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