CHAPTER 11:Aiden’s pov

I did a mistake , I wouldn't tell Amelia that I wanted to know her better , why should I ?? May be she will misunderstand me and think that I have feelings for her .

I never loved a girl in my life , I know that Jessy has always been my love but I never loved her , it was only that we were in high school and I was forced to love her , and I'm sorry for playing with her feelings, but I never wanted to do that too and I know she was seriously and madly in love and I can see it now too , she never gave up on me but I was an asshole because I never loved a girl who loved me . But I caught her having an affair with another guy and that gave me a reason of hating her because I never even loved her at once .

I was born in a rich family and I was raised in a rich family too but that wasn't enough for me because I never saw my so called parents getting along even once , I grew up hating my family especially my mother because all I used to see was her always raising her voice to dad and I always wondered what was wrong with them , I grew up with hatred and that was the beginning of me hating females .I thought that I would never fall for any girl since my dad ,a man that I considered as my hero wasn't able to manage a family, so how would I ? I hated seeing my parents fighting everyday .

I was sitting in my room next to my window , I was looking at the beauty of the garden in my ground and I was sneezing the fresh air from the atmosphere . In that time I heard my phone ringing and my heart beat raced , I thought that it was Amelia because I thought that maybe she was going to ask me why I wanted to know her better , and why I asked her such weird questions, I went straight on the table where my phone was placed and when I looked in my phone's screen I reckoned that it was not Amelia instead the name Bennett appeared on my screen .

Bennett was my uncle and I can say that I loved him even more than my own parents , I stayed along time with him in my life , he was always there for me and whenever my parents had a fight I liked going to his house and stay with him the whole night , he was always kind to me , my uncle was a special guy who knew how to fix things I didn't know were broken , my uncle was very protective and always had my best interest at my heart , I knew he won't ever let me down , if I were stranded in the middle of the night the first person I would call is my uncle , I can count on him to help me without hesitation , if I told my uncle I needed his help his first question would be " what can I do", my uncle was like a combination of my dad , mom , brother and best friend , watching him taught me how to be a great brother to my sister . When my father left my uncle stepped in to make sure I never wanted for anything , he listens to my concerns and always gives me sage advice .

I picked up my phone and heard my uncle' s voice which I missed so much

" hello Aiden "

" Bennett long time " I said " it's been a long time since we talked , how are you ??"

" fine Aiden , how are you ???"

" Fine too "

" I have seen your missed call, sorry I was very busy with my business I didn't pick up your call "

" It's fine uncle , don't apologize "

" do you have any problem" he asked

" Aa… act.. actually it's not a problem , but I want some advice from you "

" Come home and we discuss , I'm free now " he said

I went quickly in my ward robe and put on clothes , I went in my parking and took my car and went to my uncle's house , it was not very far from my house , it was only a short distance and I wanted to discuss a serious matter with him .

When I reached to his house I found him standing on the gate waiting for me , he was wearing a black pant and a jacket because the weather was a bit cold.

" Aiden " he called me " long time " he said as he approached me and greeted me , my uncle was all vibes and I liked that he was almost fifty years but he exactly looked as if he had only 30

" long time Bennett" I said as I greeted him too .

We went inside the house to talk , my uncle had a beautiful house ,his living room was very spacious and bright , it's walls were blue and the floor was salmon , on the floor in the center there was a big blue carpet and there was two sofas on it too , the coffee table and a stool . There was also a small round table where he sometimes puts his books , I knew that he enjoyed reading ,and there was a bookshelf with many books in it . On the bookshelf there was a vase with a small plant and a clock .

On one corner of the living room there was a big plant in a vase .

The living room was very warm in winter too because it had got a fireplace.

next to the fireplace there was a round table with table lamp on it ,the place was beautiful I wouldn't have words to describe

" I missed you so much my boy " he said as he took two glasses and a bottle of wine in the other hand , he sat opposite to me and looked in my eyes

" you must be having a serious problem " he said as he continued looking in my eyes

" why uncle , why would you say that ??" I asked as I took a glass of wine and cheered with him

" I can see it in your eyes "he said " anyway congratulations I have seen that you are now driving another new car , and it looks expensive "

" yes I have a new car "

" what about new girlfriend??? " he asked and smiled faintly

" there is no new girlfriend " I said as I smiled

" and how long are you going to live without a girlfriend? Aiden you need someone! " he insisted

" that's the point that I want the two of us to talk about " I said " uncle i guess I have feelings for someone "

" feelings ?? How did you know that ?? Is it Jessy that you are talking about ??

" Bennett how did you know about Jessy ?? I never told you about that girl before !"

" Amber told me everything "

" how , and …. Why ??"

" Aiden it's not a Big deal , Amber thought that you were in love with Jessy "

" No I'm not in love with Jessy and I will never be , anyway Bennet I think that I'm in love with my secretary " I said as I breathed hardly

" your secretary?? Who is that ??" He asked as he stopped drinking wine and concentrated on my story

" her name is Amelia "

" how did you know that you have feelings for her ??"

" it's like this …. I hired a new secretary since the former one was fired , Bennett I can't lie you , on my first sight , I felt that something has changed in my life but I didn't consider my feelings , I was always rude to her and I knew that she didn't like me from the beginning but as time passed I had feelings for her , because I used to think of her always and when she was late to come I felt like there is something important missing in my life , and I felt like calling her. nowadays it's like I want to know her private life And know her better"

" Aiden why can't you approach her and reveal your feelings "

" Bennett, it's really difficult because I had always been rude to her and I think she can't love me back "

" Aiden who is the silly girl that can't love a handsome guy like you ?? Aiden you are handsome and you have everything, I bet every girl can fall for you "

" Bennett I never talked to her because I thought that she wasn't my type, we could even spend a whole day without talking and yet we are always in the same office "

" then Aiden change your habits because you have started loving someone"

" how ? How Bennett ?"

" create a relationship and try to create communication between the two of you , make her yours , be good to her and she will start to develop feelings too "

" Bennett I didn't know that loving someone was difficult like this "

" anyway do you have her picture ?"

" you mean Amelia ??"

"Yh "

" I don't have any picture of her , but you have to come to visit me at my company and see her "

" how does she look like ??"

" angel " I said as I laughed

I loved my uncle , when I asked to name one thing that I'm proud of , I would always say my uncle .

I was sitting with him , drinking a wine with him and reminding each other the memories .

In that time my phone started ringing and the name Amelia appeared on my screen , my heart beat raised as i picked up the call

" Hi Aiden " she said , her voice was really sweet and beautiful just like her

" Hi…hii Amelia , what's wrong ? Why are you calling me at this time?" I asked

She never used to call me late in the night , that's why I was really surprised by her call .

I lowered my voice because I never wanted to sound in my usual and my rude way

" Aiden , I want to ask you a favor " she said

" what is it Amelia ??"

" tomorrow I will not work extra hours because I will take my father to the hospital, so I wanted to get permission from you "

" okay , it's alright " I said

I hated that whenever Amelia called me all she wanted to say was about the business and other matters but not talking about even the two of us , but why would she talk about the two of us ?? And we have no memories even for her to talk about , so I have to create some

For sure she was starting to drive me crazy and I never believed myself becoming crazy because of loving someone, it was really amazing and anyone I could tell that story wouldn't even believe it , it was really amazing , and anyway I wanted a time like this to reach in my life because I always even had curiosity to know the girl that I will love .

I knew that it will take me a long time to convince Amelia and to win her heart , but no matter the situations I will still try my best and I know that one day she will get to know the truth and she will love me back .

It may take days , weeks , months,or even a year to convince her but I will wait patiently even though it can take decades.

" Aiden I think you will start asking google how to love because I know that you don't have any idea about it " said Bennett

He was right, I knew nothing about love because I was never in a serious relationship before , only what I did was pretending and I was always a hypocrite, but now I was old enough to love some Someone instead of wasting my time

" my God Bennett how will I even ask google ???" I said as I laughed hardly " google itself will even laugh at me "

" Aiden I believe in you , and I trust you as well , you can do everything you want to do and you always win , so good luck " he said as he touched my shoulder with his left hand " and cheers to your new love life" he said as he raised a glass of wine which was in his right hand

My uncle was the best and the most thing I loved about him is that he always encouraged me and always reminded me that am able to do everything