What do you do if you have been in love with your bestfriend for as long as you can remember. Well that's what happened to Mya Matthews, she has been in love with one of her best friends Alexander Carlos. 
What happens when her world comes crushing down and she sees no light at the end of the tunnel? Can she find hope where she least expected it?

If only love

I rushed out of the dining to my room. I just needed time, time to just compose myself. I closed the door behind me and leaned on it. I closed my eyes and took deep breaths, as I tried to calm myself. It felt like this was when I was paying for been oblivious to my surroundings. The moment I try to take a risk and it's too late. 


I was brought back from my thoughts by someone knocking. I composed myself and wiped my face just in case there were tears but thank goodness there was nothing. I turned around and opened the door. 


"yes. I just needed to take care of something really quick." no I'm not okay! I wanted to tell her. 


"are you sure? You know you can talk to me." 


"I know mom and yes I'm sure. Let's get back." 


Chapter thirty four