What do you do if you have been in love with your bestfriend for as long as you can remember. Well that's what happened to Mya Matthews, she has been in love with one of her best friends Alexander Carlos. 
What happens when her world comes crushing down and she sees no light at the end of the tunnel? Can she find hope where she least expected it?

If only love

I closed her door and could hear her crying. I should feel better about everything,right? Then why did I feel like someone stabbed my heart over and over again. A part of me was telling me to go back in there and make things better but I didn't know what the right thing was. Before I did something I regretted, I left and went home. 


As I sat down with the TV making some noise in the background, yet all I could see was her hurt and I felt like a fool for been the cause of her pain. I didn't mean to hurt her but whenever I find someone, it's like that's when she needs me more. There is Pat and I don't want to hurt her too. She is a sweet girl and deserves a chance from me as I her. I want Mya happy too but at this point I can't keep them both happy. So I went for someone who has shown me that she likes me. At this point I just feel like I'm locked in a small space and I can't breath. 


Chapter thirty six