Tamari's Pov:
"Change into this," Olivia motions me to the bathroom, handling over an old worn out gray dress. We were currently in one of a room at the second floor. The room was unexpectedly in good condition. The same was with the bathroom. Jenna left me here reluctantly, on Olivia's order. But she did help me to the bathroom, since I wasn't fully healed to walk properly. I kept in mind to hurry since Olivia was waiting outside. She didn't give me any undergarments and the ones I was wearing were ruined. So, I had no other choice but to just wear the dress like that.
She gave me an approving look after I came out of the bathroom. "We shouldn't keep the Alpha waiting any longer. Lets go!" She motioned me to follow. On our way I didn't see anyone else. In-fact it felt like there was no one else in the house apart from us. On reaching the top floor she knocked at the first door on the left, while I waited. The same smell that lead me to my destruction was here. Confirming that she was indeed leading me to him. The murdered of my children. "Come in," came his raspy voice.
I didn't want to go inside. It was the fear making my body shake. Olivia pushed me forward and followed. I didn't dare to look at him, how could I? Although I could feel him gazing from behind the office desk. "I hope she didn't give you much trouble coming here," he asked Olivia.
"The cell has made her compliant Alpha!" She answered with her head bowed.
" Leave us! I will call u in a moment. Just make sure everyone is ready," she nodded and left, closing the door on her way. I was trembling and I am sure he was able to hear the abnormal quiver in my heart too.
"Look at me!" He ordered lowly.Trying to act less intimidating I guess. But I still couldn't .
" I will not repeat again Mate! Look..at..me!" He growled and stood up , leaning forward on the desk with the support of his arms.
Not to test his patience, I looked at him with as much disgust and hatred as I could muster. He eyes were digging into my soul. He was in a daze, carefully looking at me from head to toe. His eyes then stuck on my chest. That is when I registered that I wasn't wearing a bra, and he was fully taking advantage of it. Perhaps he planned it all along. The summer dress wasn't leaving much to the imagination, and with me locked up in the cell for so long I had lost a lot of weight. The dress was really loose and the shoulders kept falling off. I tried to cover my self by placing my arms at the front, but he didn't like it and gave a growl.
He took his time checking me out. Studying my emotions, features.He then took a deep breath. Perhaps to calm his wolf, "I guess Olivia was wrong! The cell didn't make you fully compliant."
I shrugged and looked away on noticing his smug look. He slowed rounded his desk to the front and got closer to me. " You are so beautiful my Mate! You have no idea how long I and my pack have waited for you," he took a hold of my chin softly, with pleasurable sparks shooting on the contact. However i felt nauseous since these were the same hands that crush Tim's heart.
He was in a good mood, his eyes sparkling. If I wouldn't have seen his true face, I might have fallen for this act. He then smiled, "But you have to work on yourself... A Luna does not behave this way. Come! The pack is waiting for me to introduce you to them," and motioned to the door to follow.
I disgusted with his touch, shrugged his hand away and took two steps back, to distance myself from him. "You disgust me! Don't you dare touch me with your filthy hands ever again."
He took a deep breath, his wolf was clearly disrupted with my disobedience. "I understand you are upset. We will talk about this later but you have a duty now, to our pack. Let's go, they are waiting," he tried to talk as humanly as he could, with his hands in a surrendering gesture.
But I again took a step back, " Upset? Is that what you think I am? You killed my husband, my children. You mutilated their bodies and didn't even spear his heart!" I shouted. "Then without any further explanation, had me locked up for weeks, like an Animal! Chained! Cuffed! and Collared..All naked.. I couldn't even move my limbs to breath... You starved me in that cold cell, shivering in my own piss, blood, and sh**t!! And if that wasn't enough, you had to use silver. You destroyed me. What makes you think I care about my duties to this pack? I don't even want to look at you!
He growled loudly on hearing that, " You do not know what you are talking about. I had to kill them. Our law gives me the permission to do that. You were unfaithful. You should have expected that from the beginning. And the rest was your punishment as decided by our pack council. It was the only way for you to redeem yourself."
" What laws are you talking about? What century do you live in? No pack follows those inhumane laws anymore! And If you think killing innocent children was your right in anyway then you are mistaken. You should have waited and talked to me. Instead you acted like a coward and attacked them behind my back. You are weak! A monster!!! And I would rather die than accept YOU or become the Luna of this pathetic pack," I screamed. I still don't know where I got the courage to speak all of this. A moment ago I was ready to piss my pants in fear and here I was adding fuel to fire.
He was shaking with anger on hearing my rejection to the mate-bond and the pack. It was something I was already anticipating. No Alpha wolf remains calm after hearing such disrespect, and that greater from his mate. However, I wanted a reaction and that was what I was getting. I no longer wanted to live. I wanted to die. And what greater misery for a wolf than to kill his mate with his own hands.
So, I decided to add further, " I will never forget what you did to me. You can never have me. I love Tim and I will always love him. You can never be a fraction of what he was to me. In-fact now I believe I did the right thing choosing Tim, over YOU...You are nothing but a monster! A disgrace to the sacred mate bond! And I reject you, your pack, and y.." cutting me in between, he took a hold of my neck and squeezing it tightly, pinning me to the wall behind me. He then gave the most inhuman snarl, full of anger and fury. His canines and claws were elongated. I think he was half shifted, with fur now protruding from his face, neck and hands, and his pupils fully dilated.
He kept on chocking me. I waited for him to snap my neck any second. But, just when it was about to happen, he broke out of his trance and loosened the grip. A mate can never hurt his other half, I remember my father telling me about this. But he wasn't fully right. He did hurt me in many ways, perhaps one day he could kill me too. Guess I would need to take baby steps.
He took a step back still contemplating what happened, making me fall on the ground. It was his wolf, his humane features returned as his eyes turned back to green.
He then smirked on deciding something and took a hold of my bicep, pulling me up. He rumbled, "Since you do not want to be Luna..so be it! I do not need an ungrateful b*tch of a mate either! If I am a coward than you are a selfish sl*t, who couldn't wait for her mate and opened her legs for the first moving creature she saw. And him being a human makes it even worse. Do you know why? He couldn't even protect himself, let alone protect you or your spawns," he scoffed. "You should feel lucky I didn't kill him in-front of your eyes....But now I actually regret that. If you would have seen how weak and useless he was, you would have died from shame right there. Shame because you chose that weakling over Me! An ALPHA!...You called me weak? At least I had the guts to get what was mine..Unlike that puny human, who begged me to spear him and his children!"
"Tim would never do that!"I bellowed, "He would never beg...especially to a swine like you."
"That is what I expected from him too! But people do unexpected things in desperation."He mocked.
"No..no!..You are a liar! I know what you are doing. You want to taint the image I have of Tim. I would never let you do that. I hate you! I will never forget what you did." I bawled.
"Since, you don't want the respect and honor so be it! I have decided your fate." He announced, and dragged me out.
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And that was the third chapter. Full of anger and hurt. To be honest I loved writing this. I might edit it later to make it more consistent. See ya.