The Unfortunate Slip-up

Tamari's POV:

It was nightfall now I have only cleaned 2 floors, due to the pain in my limbs. I was in the middle when I was questioning even why I was following there orders. Nothing makes sense. Perhaps I'm doing this to survive. Prevent the beatings or punishments they are threatening me with. But what worse could they do to me than what they already have?

My wolf has also been yearning to shift. We last shifted that unfortunate day.

But doing something is better than remembering the past. With that thought I mop the top floor when the door from the Alpha's office opens. He comes out and doesn't see. As as a result, makes me fall by bumping into me. The water bucket falls with the water all over the floor and on me.

"What are you doing?" He growled.

"Cleaning! In-case you can't see". I tried to get up but the floor was way to slippery and made me slip again.

"Don't try to be sassy with me. I expect a proper answer," he was annoyed and angry.

"Olivia told me to do so," I said . Not looking at him and finally managed to stand. However, I am late to notice that my dress is fully soaked and shows pretty much everything underneath. Before, I could find a solution to that he pins me to the wall next to us with his breath on my face. I am completely immobile. All I see is lust in his eyes. It's the bond. It is even harder for the males to resist or maybe his go-timer didn't satisfy him enough.

"What are you doing? Let me go," I snarled. The sparks however were really hard to control as they were spreading everything our bodies touched, and my wet clothes didn't provide even an inch of a barrier.

"Do you want to give the whole pack a show parading around looking like that?" He asked.

" No! Wasn't planning on it. But actually sounds better than giving you a show."

He roared and slammed a fist to the wall an inch from my face," Listen to me you sl*t! I will not tolerate this behavior. Especially in my pack! The women here remain faithful to the one they are destined for. And they never open their legs to any wonderer."

" Let me guess! Just like the b**ch who opened her mouth for you?" I countered.

He was speechless for a moment. But then recovered and answered, " You do not know what you are talking about. So I would advise you to stop assuming stuff."

" Assuming stuff? I saw that wh**e giving you a strip show with my own fu**ing eyes! You call that assuming? You have been giving me that moral lecture of faithfulness since the day you blasted into my life. However, you tell me. How faithful have you been? I cannot possibly believe that you are a virgin, or you waited for 20-30 whatever pathetic years of your life for me. But just because I'm a female, I should? Who gives you that right? It is MY BODY, MY LIFE, MY RULES" I shouted to an extreme in the end at his face, staring into his eyes.

He was breathing heavily and suddenly he grabbed a fist full of my hair from the back. "Listen here! And listen good. You are mine. You were mine from the day you were born. And I expect my things to be perfect. However YOU tarnished my most important thing. Now it is up-to me to fix that. I will make you suffer for each day you spend in that human's arms. I will get every moment I lost because of him. And who gives me the right you ask? The fu**ing MOON gives me the right!" He pushed me away, making me fall again. He then took off his T-shirt and threw it on me. " Change!" On my reluctance he shouted again, "I said CHANGE!" I immediately took off my soaked dress and wore his shirt. I had my back to him while doing so, but he saw everything no matter how quick I was. Thankfully the shirt was big enough to cover my buttocks.

I was about to go back to my quarters when he called, "where are you going?"

"To my room"

" You mean the quarter?" He asked still annoyed.

I nodded.

" You will not go there dressed like that. There are still men there."

" What do you want me to do then? Not like you bought me a whole wardrobe that I could have changed into something decent." I bickered.

"You will respect me mate! And as for sleeping. You will stay the night here in my room." He announced.

" No thank you. I would rather sleep outside than with you."

" Do not make me drag you! You know I will," he groaned

On my reluctance he actually dragged me by my arm to his room. He then threw a pillow and a blanket on the floor, " sleep!" He ordered.

I was shocked. How dare he!

" What? You didn't wanna sleep on the bed with me. Right?" He laughed. "Just so you know, you do not have the privilege or the respect for that either. You would have to earn it. You will sleep on the floor then, like a dog! You understand?"

" Let me go! You monster" I shouted which fueled him even more and he literally bought a collar from his drawer, coming over to me.

" You just never listen do you!" He murmured, and then pounced on me. He fastened the collar around me neck and then fixed the edge of the chain attached to it to the bed, The chain was short and didn't even allow me to stand, resulting me to sit on the floor. Next he switched off the lights and laid on the bed, above me.

I was stunned. How extreme can he go to humiliate me? It was difficult for me to control the flood gate now. He was snatching my dignity. Whenever I think he cannot get any worse, he proves me wrong. No matter how many times i wiped my tears, they still returned. I didn't make a sound though. Hopefully, he wouldn't be able to tell that I was crying. I didn't want him to know that his action affected me this much. I didn't want to appear weak anymore than what he thinks of me. I have survived the unimaginable , this is nothing in comparison. However, that incident has made me fragile. Even the minor things hurt more than they are suppose to. I started taking calm breaths to settle my nerve.

A moment later, I heard a groan and a hand pushed me to lay on the floor, where I was sitting. Thankfully, my head landed on the pillow. He did not remove his hand until I started dozing off. His hand was warm on my head and undesirably calmed me down. "Go to sleep mate" he said and I succumbed to slumber with Tim in my dream saying, "I'm sorry Tamari! I love you."

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A short chapter but a streamy one!!

Don't we all just hate Kal!!