Seeking For Help

It was torturing him. It was tearing his soul apart.

It was the worst pain he had ever felt throughout his existence. It was more painful than the beatings he received a few weeks ago. It was more painful than the gunshot he received accidentally in a shooting range while he was training in the private army training ground. It was more painful when his leg broke because of a car accident.

His pain was harrowing.

No. It was indescribable.

Almost impossible.

It felt as if his body was being assaulted with waves of intense emotions. Sometimes his heart is filled with sadness…then he would turn numb. But most of the time, he was filled with guilt and regret.

Then he felt so empty.

It has been days…weeks…but it felt like years.

It was so overwhelming and each day that he was trying to find Olivia and ended up with nothing, he felt as if his sanity was slowly slipping away from him.