I was 4th among 7 siblings,when I was young my sister's and I always talk for our future husband...my mother told as to marry a foreign guy so that.we can buy all what we want..but my destiny turns du

I give birth when I was 17 yrs old..I love a man who have already family..but I don't regret because of my 2 child...I surrender my first baby to her wife..but that day when we meet...I was pregnant for my second baby...the guy left me alone...the start of my miserable life.i ask some of my friends to adopt my baby on my womb...after giving birth of my second baby in lying in..the doctor said somebody want to adopt my baby...since birth until know I still don't know we're or who they are... someone take care of me until my recovery...I can't forget the face of my baby girl..my tears keep falling.after a month I meet a guy who name mike... getting to know each other until we decide to live in for 3 yrs...my life in my second man is same as in my first love life much miserable...but still I give 2 children despite of difficult living..until I decide to scape with my 2 children going in the city...

After 3 yrs I've meet again a guy.i thought ..this is my last man in my life but everyday of my life is so nightmare..he keep talking bad words about me..no cellphone.tv, electric fan.. everything is not allowed..very jealous guy, hurt me emotionally.mentally, physically,very hard times...3 times raspa with twins and 1 sesarian..but still I gave birth a baby girl healthy..achiever since kindergarten till grade school ... because of the situation I decide to separate.i live peaceful in 4 yrs single no boyfriend no headache...but in God's well...I down load a dating apps...

Someones take my attention.a guy again who have a family.. married man..my family got mad of me..for the fourth times...but love I do believe at this time that my life would be in perfect so,,I keep entertaining guyz...I love being love..God is love.i know in my self this would be the last mistake I did...I've got pregnant again..when I give birth for my last blessings baby...they decide to cut my palopian tube.. because of high risk pregnancy..I almost died..but God still love me..I'm here now still alive and kicking...I've always thanz God for my 4th life...I should believe that I'm so blessed

Now...all I can say that live life to the fullest..always spread out love...even they hurt you...

My name is crisanta Tisado..I was born in native land in province of Leyte in September 9 1983..I have 6 children 3 boys and 3 girls with different man..I am not lucky in single guy... hopefully someday we live in one house all of my children.we live in different place...and to the family who adopt my child I hope someday they look for me...and to daughter wherever you are always take good care...

Also to my other children... getting older in other hands..that suppose me my obligation to take good care of you all...hope someday u remember my daughter wherever ur live even in the edge of the world.im still thinking of you...

My life now is better I eat 3 times a day but luck of poverty.i rent a apartment..I'm still looking forward in the future...

Hope u understand my WORDS they way I deliver my life story thank you And GODBLESS

By

Crisanta Costin Tisado

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