Untitled Part 50

My crazed hormones screamed, but my mouth refused to work.

Brett must have taken my silence for consent because he continued to close the gap until his lips grazed mine. The kiss bore the same uncertainty, the same restraint as before. He pulled back, waiting to see how I would react.

I pressed my arms against my sides to keep from jumping him like I did last time.

However, when I didn't knee him in the groin, he repeated the kiss. This time, he was out to make a bold statement. No hesitancy. No restraint. Just his lips firmly molding mine, teasing me, tempting me.

The pit of my stomach throbbed as he continued to kiss me, slow and steady in contrast with the disjointed fluttering of my heart. We both managed to keep our hands off of each other-mine at my sides and his above my head. Perhaps it was our way of making sure our shirts stayed on this time while still thoroughly enjoying the connection.

Brett ended the contact between our lips, but he didn't retreat. His face hovered near mine, the tips of our noses touching. "You drive me nuts, Alexis Wyndham."

"Glad to know I'm not the only one who feels that way."

He was moving forward to kiss me again when his mom called his name from the end of the hallway. He bolted from me like I'd burned him, a curse dropping from those delectable lips of his.

I slid down the wall onto the mattress and managed to hug the doll to my chest just as his mom opened the door.

She glanced at me, then at him, and back again. "Brett, you know the rules about having guests over past eight o'clock on a school night."

"Yes, Mum, but Alexis is here helping me with our class assignment that's due tomorrow."

I did a double take at the screen. Somehow, he'd managed to hide all the open windows pertaining to the voyeur and pull up the worksheet on stress relief that we were supposed to be working on.

She scanned the homework, then looked back at me as though she was trying to spot any evidence of unscholarly activities.

I forced a smile on my face and hugged the doll even tighter. "We're just about to wrap things up, Mrs. Pederson."

She gave Brett a stern glance, wagging her finger at him. "Fifteen more minutes, and then she has to go. You need to rest for the game tomorrow."

When she left, she didn't close the door all the way.

I was glad she didn't. It would be too tempting to pick up where we left off if she had.

Brett lowered the window with the assignment and brought back Adam Kozlovsky's ID. "Back to this-I did a little more digging on him, and I wanted to intercede on his behalf."

"Wait a minute." I jumped to my feet and whirled his chair around. "Just a few minutes ago, you said you'd want revenge if it were your sisters. Why is my mine any different? I mean, besides the fact Taylor's a hot mess and Sarah seems to have her shit together?"

"I'm not going to go into details," he said slowly, the wariness behind his words hinting at how much those details had him on edge, "but I really think you should handle him delicately."

"Give me a damn good reason why I shouldn't plaster his face all over the front page of my blog."

Brett leaned back in his chair and rubbed his eyes as though trying to reason with me was the most exhausting thing he'd ever done. Maybe it was. I was notoriously stubborn. But in this case, I had the upper hand. I had justice on my side. "Remember what I told you last week about compassion and happiness?"

"Are you suggesting I show this guy compassion after what he did?"

He leveled his gaze with mine, dead serious for once. "Yes."

"Why?" We stared each other down for several breaths, and when he couldn't give me a good reason, I turned for the door. "I have to go and re-write my editorial into an exposé and get it up before midnight."

A hand clamped around my wrist before I made it to the hallway. Brett pulled me back and blocked my escape. "For someone who gets her kicks picking on the in-crowd, I'd expected better from you, but I guess I was wrong."

"Excuse me?" I tried to get around him, but he was bigger than me and took up the entire doorway.

"You heard me, Lexi. You're one of the few people in school who has power-true power-to shape the school. You could be the hero for every unpopular kid in school, but you're too narrow-minded to see that."

"And what about you? You're the most popular guy in school. Perhaps you should be taking some of your own advice."

"That's what I'm trying to do." He waited until I gave up trying to get past him before continuing. "I know who Adam is because he's frequently a target of some of my teammates."

"And you condone this bullying?"

"No-not at all. I try to stop it as much as I can, but I can't be everywhere at once." He licked his lips, his face paling. "But when I did some digging in his school records, I found out some information I shouldn't have seen."

"Like what?"

"I've already gone out on a limb for you, and I'm not going to reveal any more damaging evidence." He raked his fingers through his hair, but it did little to hide the tremor in his hand. "But let's just say he's pretty fucked up. And if you publicly humiliate him like you're planning on doing, it may just tip him over the edge."

Even though he was doing his best to protect the kid, he'd told me enough to chill my blood. My anger congealed into a lump of fear centered in the middle of my throat. I had to swallow hard to choke it back down and find my voice again. "He can't get away with what he's done."

"I'm not suggesting you let him, nor am I condoning his actions. I'm just asking you to consider the consequences of your actions and give compassion a try over ball-busting for once."

Talk about ruining my perfect plans for revenge. I'd been so dead set on making that asshole pay, but somehow, Brett had me hesitating, thinking about the consequences of my actions. If I stayed here any longer, he'd probably talk me into treating Adam Kozlovsky to fro-yo and talking about our feelings. "I have to go before your mom comes back."

This time, he didn't stop me.

I went home and fired up my laptop, rewriting my editorial into a piece that would condemn Adam Kozlovsky. As I tried to paint a picture of the misogynistic voyeur I pictured him to be, I pulled out last year's yearbook and tried to find more information on him. I found him listed as a member of the chess club and the computer club, but when I looked at the pictures, he was absent. Last year's photo looked the same as this year's. Same frumpy appearance. Same blank, disengaged expression.

I stared at his photo, wondering the reason behind it. Brett mentioned he'd been bullied, but so had other kids in the school, especially freshmen. That didn't necessarily translate into fucked up.

Consider the consequences of my actions, huh?

I went back to my blog post. If I hit send now, everyone in the school would know what he'd done. Girls would never give him the time of day after this, and since the main target of his videos was the cheerleading squad, I'm sure some of their boyfriends would place him at the top of their shit list. He probably wouldn't be able to walk down the hallways without getting harassed by someone.

Repressed memories followed me from junior high when the in-crowd had chosen me as their target for harassment. That sick feeling I had in my stomach every time I walked through the door hit me again. I doubled over, my eyes wincing hard enough to squeeze out tears. I'd hated my life then. Thankfully, I'd had family to support me, to help me overcome that. I'd been strong enough to rise above the bullying.

The nausea gradually faded as I pushed back those memories and focused on how far I'd come.

I glanced back at the photo. Was he strong enough to do that? Or would I only make things worse? Would I push him over the edge like Brett had warned?

The clock read 11:45 p.m. I posted a quick note on my blog that my usual Friday post would be late and went to work rewriting my story.

My fingers trembled as I typed. I read through it one more time, satisfied with what I managed to come up with, and scheduled the blog post to go live at the start of fourth period.