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I sit down they finally fixed the elevator in the apartment I'm happy I no longer have to walk those demon stairs but I'm also to blame I could have taken the apartment on the second floor but no I had to live on the top floor in the nice apartment

I grab my keys unlocking the door with Jay beside me on his phone checking on a case

"If you want to go back to work I'll be fine Antonio is going to drop Ryan off in a bit" I say opening the door walking in with Jay behind me

"Are you sure?" He asks worry lacing his voice with a worried look upon his face

"Yes we'll just watch movies and order take out" I say sitting on the couch kicking my shoes off and taking my sweater off

"I'll wait around for a bit" he says sitting down taking his boots off and leaning back

I move back and pull my legs under me to sit criss cross reaching beside me to turn the TV on

I flip channels and finally stop on Mom it is the episode where its raining hard and Christy Anna Faris's baby daddy comes over to put a tarp on the roof but ends up getting high while he is up there(ok I watch the show here and there and I kind of remember this episode so please don't come after me if i got anything wrong )

Jay and I sit there watching the TV for a few hours before Antonio, Gabi and Matt show up with Ryan along with Eva and Diego

"Hey baby sis" he says plopping himself down on the single couch

"Hi" I say letting my legs fall down and touch the floor as Eva comes and sits beside me

"Hi aunty" she says hugging me quickly and lightly like she was going to break me, I pull her closer

"You're not going to break me darling I'm fine ok" I say seeing a worried look on her face as I pull away and Diego jumps on me hugging me tightly

"Hey your aunty is fine but she is still recovering" Antonio says hitting Diego lightly in the arm with the back of his hand

I look over to see Matt and Gabi on the floor playing with Ryan I smile imaging them with kids of their own one day

I sit up adjusting my shirt hearing the laughter around me making me smile

Jay moves closer pulling me into his side kissing the side of my head

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I look over to Kennedy and Jay I smile as I look back to Matt and Ryan playing, I think of our future yes we had Louie but we never talked about kids that much after especially after the miscarriage

I smile taking in the moment we were all here as a family except our parents

I sit up and see Jay and Kennedy talking quietly playing with each others hands smiling

I see Antonio in between his two kids

I see Ryan jump up and jump on Kennedy and Jay's lap hugging them both as they kiss her cheek, Jay already makes a great father to Ryan

I move closer to Matt feeling a small emptiness that was filled but no more

"I love you Gab" he says kissing the side of my head pulling me in closer

I look around seeing both of my siblings her alongside my daughter and niece and nephew

"I'm hungry can we go get food" Diego speaks up I laugh looking at my nephew pulling him closer

"You must be related to Kennedy you are exactly like her" Antonio laughs looking my way

We decide to go out to eat and after we go to my place and watch a movie before the kids had to go to bed since they had school the next day