Field of infinity

I opened the map, the starting place is a field nearby. I started cycling to that field. Just like the first time I received the book, I was so excited, as I walked, wondering if I would gather anything of value, or die under the ancient monsters that dwelt in the caves. No one can know. This time I still have the same feeling as before, the feeling that the world is shrouded in darkness but there are still small lights guiding me, maybe "that thing" wants to stop me. Whether it's something sublime or terrifying, I still find it until it kills me..... After 2 hours of cycling, I finally reached that field, as soon as I got off the car, I was overwhelmed by the field. Harvest season has begun. The rice fields spread a golden color, looking like a giant carpet. Looking at the golden rice seeds, I thought to myself: I don't know how much effort and wisdom they have put into making these golden rice grains. Ignoring those idle thoughts, I entered the field (since it's not too far from one field to another place, I don't need a bicycle) when I entered, all dark feeling disappeared back to the wonderful, peaceful blue sky. I checked my luggage and discovered something was missing, I thought about going back to find it again, but when I came back... there was nothing but fields infinity. i think i fell into a different feeling, now a crow flies in the sky i think it will disappear when it flies a little bit but that crow keeps on flying as if it was going to fly to the end of the world. I now realize that this is reality and that "that thing" really wants to stop me. it seems this field is made by "that thing", i tried running a segment but this place is really infinity and here also no concept of time because my watch is not working even my phone clock is not working. Now i feel that what i wanted has been snuffed out, i have no interest in my journey anymore, once upon a time, I remember when I was desperate, the things beside me were books, my parents were rarely at home because they went to work, remembering that makes me cry like a baby... A thought crossed my mind, will that "strange" book save me? I hurriedly wiped the tears on my cheeks and took the book out from my bag, nothing changed on the cover, i turned the first page, The first page is just an introductionand, i turned to the 2nd page and i was surprised that the first sentence was changed into normal language! Will books really save me when I'm desperate? ignore that. In the book it says "follow the call of the books, books are what will guide you to find the way out!" After reading this line, i turned my head to look around and didn't see anything out of the ordinary, i wondered what the book was referring to, i was thinking and my eyes once again went to the bag lying on the ground. I remember that i brought 2 books to read every time i rest. I opened my bag again and took out the book, in my memory, I read it when I went to the beach with my family, I spent 1 hour re-reading this book, its content is about a person trapped in a dream and couldn't escape, I realized that the main character in the story is very similar to me, I feel that the main character's lines are very strange, for example a line of the main character "I started running by inertia-you need to be like me—and gradually I run in despair—but you won't be like me!". I dug into my subconscious and asked the questions "is this the tutorial the book is talking about?, or is it just normal character dialogue?" I was lost in thought. But I understand the problem I'm having right now so I have to get out of these stupid questions and do what I can! I followed the word of the other "character". I started running with my eyes closed, running and running, while running I felt like I was being tricked by that "character", I put in my head a lot of proofs that it was true. When I stopped and opened my eyes, I was still surrounded by that field infinity, but in front of my eyes was a temple that was neither too big nor too small, I was sure that the words of the "person" were true. Unexpectedly, when I entered the temple, I looked around and saw that it was quite similar to the temple printed on the cover of that "strange" book, but the difference was that it did not have the other 6 statues but a statue. completely different statue, this one looks like an ancient sea monster, it has 2 rather large wings, sharp teeth, thorny scales and especially very wild eyes. like the descriptions I read in books about ancient monsters. When I focused on that statue, I felt like it was about to fly out and bite me. And that thought came true, the statue trembled, that ancient sea monster quickly emerged from that statue, it flew towards me like a tsunami and whatever happens will happen....., that monster came to my place and I closed my eyes according to the natural human reaction, a few seconds later, I felt like I was still standing there and didn't feel any pain, did dying so quickly make me lose all sense of pain? I opened my eyes and saw something very familiar to me, that is the scene above is blue mixed with white, below is yellow, it's endless field ..... Now I'm like dumbfounded, but before I think about this infinite field I think why am I not dead yet? Is this reality or not? Where are the temple and the monster just now? I was so deeply immersed in the questions that anyone would have asked themselves in this situation, for a moment I realized that I was holding that "weird" book that should have been in my bag, I turned it and realized that the second sentence also been translated into normal language, like last time. The second sentence in the book says "now you have acquired a mysterious concept, it can be said that it is power To escape this infinite field, if you want to escape this infinite reality you just have to think everything is back to normal." Now I wonder if it could be real, how can an ordinary person like me have this kind of power? didn't "that thing" give me this power? but I still have to try. Now i close my heavy eyes and think about the first time i saw this field of infinity, i open my eyes and find myself still standing in this field but it is no longer infinity but ahead is the exit to another place, my eyes are lighter than ever, all sadness, all foolishness has disappeared in my head and now I need to rest….