Commitment

I guess, after all is said and done, I really do have some commitment issues…

“If you want, I can spend more time with you here or if you want me to sleep over more often, we can discuss that…” I replied while carefully trying to discreetly evade the topic.

“If you move in here, we can spend more time together and we can sleep together every night,” Ace pointed out.

Spending time together and living together felt like two entirely different things to me. If I moved in with him, I’ll be with him all the time and I won’t have much private space or time. Sometimes being around Ace made me self-conscious and I couldn’t quite relax properly. I wasn’t sure how I could explain something like that to him, though.

“Do we have to discuss this now? I’m sure you’re so busy with everything else…” I said as I attempted once again to evade the topic.