Aarya- The worrier

How can I tell the queen that I am not the person she thinks, I had a twin brother but he died at young age, looking at my capabilities, my father taught me how to fight. As he was depressed by the death of his only son. He taught me horse riding, javelin throw, swordsmanship, archery etc and made sure that I would be perfect in all, to protect the king from any danger and to lead the army like our forefathers did. It was our hierarchy to serve the throne.

I always dressed like a man, I was always interested in knights and my mother used to fascinate us by telling the stories of our father's bravery. When my brother was alive we used to have practice together. I always defeated him, after his death, to fulfill our dream, I had my training to be a great knight and to lead the army.

But I am also a girl and since childhood I also liked the prince, so why can't l participate in the dance competition? And there would be more talented, beautiful, young princess of all the kingdom, participating in the competition, so I would not be so much noticed in comparison to them. I will surely participate and I also have to make sure that no one knows about the secret.

But the queen doesn't know that I am a girl and wants to find a girl for me to get married! What about this? She will be definitely in my search, what can I do in such a case?