Love?

I see Ayashi lying on the bed curved on the bed while his hands are tied up. Its not the big matter. What the actual matter is that the bed was covered with our semen and blood and a bite mark on his nape. Shit.

I seriously dont remember a shit but only hazy memories.

Yesterday at the Auction, I was drugged by someone. And when I came home with a bad temper, I waste it on all Ayashi. I shake Ayashi but he didn't wake up. I was shaking while thinking bad stuffs.

Ayashi then crys in his sleep and says, "Die you fucker. I hate you." I was first shock but then a hazy memories of all the stuffs happened at the night came in to my head.

While that Ayashi wakes up, staring down and coughs out blood. I was now even more worried. I tried to touch him but he flinched and moved back. I was hurt deep down. I move away my hand and say, " Are you okay?" He said nothing and said, " Its normal."

NOTHING WAS NORMAL BRO. He was coughing out blood and was quiet. I then wore my outfit and went to my room. I changed my outfit to home wear and dial my Secretary's number and inform him that I won't be coming today.

I then went to Ayashi's room and said that he can have dinner at the dinner table but he refused. Who am I to order him!

I send gaurds to send Ayashi his food. Day came to night, Ayashi still didn't eat. Days goes by after days. Ayashi never really touched the food. At night I hear his soft sobs which made my heart ache.

Am I catching feeling for him? I called him with so many bad names. He is pretty. Behaved. Obedient. Loveable. Happy. But now he is again sad, depressed, crying all day.

Even if I catch feelings for him, I can never win his heart.

(to be continued)