my first love 3

My first love Osama is a person who does not care about the feelings of girls, because love does not mean anything to him, he is mistaken if he thinks that all girls will ignore that and forgive him because I am not like them.

There was a time when I thought I could change him for the better if my love for him was true and that he would love me too, but reality and imagination are different.

I still believe that love can change you for better or worse,Sometimes I pray for him to change and sometimes I think of revenge and hurt him as he hurt me, but I can't because I am not a part of his heart.

I knew he wouldn't love me but I kept loving him, I knew he wouldn't come back but I was still waiting.

It is true that he was the cause of my tears and sorrows for months, but there were a few minutes in which I laughed from my heart because of him and I forgot those painful days.

This may sound crazy, but I will help him to find the woman and girlfriend who will prepare him , even if it is not me because I simply love him, if his love for me will cause him pain and if we are not destined for each other then I will gladly leave him, because true love is a great sacrifice and little happiness, this is my devotion to him and this is what Osama must learn.

My sincere devotion will be embodied in the form of a dog-like creature, his name is" kaleb", and together we will guide him Together to the right path.

I was coming home from school and suddenly Caleb went crazy.

He kept jumping and barking. I think he wanted to tell me something, but I don't understand what it is , maybe he smelled something, since his sense of smell is superb, but what was this thing that made him go crazy over it?

I got on his back and he kept running with me for a few kilometers and when we stopped, the surprise was that there was a pregnant woman who had lost consciousness.

The street was empty and the cars just kept passing by us and no one stopped to help us,Well no one would want to take responsibility for what would happen to her so there was no choice but to take her to the hospital ourselves, to be honest I feel sorry for kaleb who became a carriage but seriously this dog and the rest of the creatures are no joke ، I still can't believe that woman was Osama's sister and I met her brother in the hospital.

It was the first time I had spoken to him face to face. Oh my God ! I was really embarrassed.

We kept talking for a long time and he thanked me very much ،I kept comforting him since he was worried about his sister, as he told me about his family how his mother left them when he was young and others, I think that this incident affected him so he acted in that way and did not care about the feelings of girls .

Since that day we've been friends I think that's a remarkable development It would be nice if he learned sincerity from me since his mother passed away and she didn't teach him the meaning of this adjective But you know something, I've learned from this experience that you can't force someone to love you, so I think I'll get over my love for him and I'll be satisfied with this friendship.

Love is beautiful, but dignity is more beautiful.. Therefore, do not allow love to rob you of your future or your mind, because then you will lose yourself .