CHAPTER 58 Despair? Fear? Anger?

  Sarah's POV

  What have I done?! 

  I kissed Jason... No! Worse! I asked him to kiss me!

  What the fuck was I thinking?!

  I pull back immediately. My eyes fall on the ground, embarrassment immediately washing over me. He doesn't make any attempt to stop me...

  I don't know what's gotten into me... Despair? The need for some comfort? Fear? Anger? All that combined? I am not sure. All I know is I messed up! There is no excuse good enough for this!

  Yes, I wanted some comfort that must be it...was it because he saved me? 

  Maybe...

  Was it because Damon wasn't there?

  Maybe...

  Can I actually make things right after that?

  I don't know...the kiss was meant to comfort me but instead it broke me and I felt nothing. It was just a plain soft kiss. Nothing compared to what I feel when Damon touches me. And the only thing I achieved is I can't look Jason in the eye... I feel guilty! That's the right word!

  How am I going to tell Damon?