“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I promised myself that I won't be looking through Gage's Twitter anymore, nor read news about him online. The last news I read about Gage was when he filled a car with balloons for Nadine's 21st birthday. I was so done after that. I told myself that I wasn't gonna stalk him anymore and I was a stuck up woman for still hoping that Gage Stockholm would still think about me. I promised myself that I won't give a shit about Gage or his whereabouts. It's his life and we will never ever meet anymore so basically I need to continue living the life I lived before I met him.


　　I was fine before that party happened and I know I'll get over that night I spent with Gage. It's been two or three weeks since that night happened and Im slowly getting over it.


　　By seven in the evening my phone begins to ring endlessly and I was in the middle of watching Game of Thrones. "Damn it." I paused.


　　I picked up Monique's call. "This better be important. I'm in the middle of G. O. T."


CHAPTER 24 "Club 54" 2