“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　Gage looks so handsome right now and it's making my tummy churn. He smells so good too and I wanna dig my face on his chest and smell him. I wanna kiss his neck and just sniff him all night.


　　He was wearing a baby blue button down shirt with the sleeves folded up to his elbows and popped three buttons open. His chest was showing and a silver cross necklace was hanging around him. His tattoos were visible too and it's so sexy of him to sport such clothing. He can totally rock it. He paired it with his usual style, the skintight black pants and some black boots. His long curly hair was hanging loose and every time I see him, he gets more and more handsome.


CHAPTER 35 : "Date"