“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I sang along to it too. I sang to a few more songs and danced weirdly with it too.


　　Since Gage was still asleep, I can do whatever I want inside my kitchen without worrying on looking stupid in front of him. It felt like the kitchen was my stage and I was shooting my music video. Come on, a girl can dream.


　　Finally, I finished cooking and I begin to place the foods over the plates. I begin to spin around to place the foods over the counter but I flinched and slightly jumped once I saw Gage sitting there, with a grin on his face. He was resting his palm over his chin while he rubs his forefinger over his lips. He keeps on smiling at me, I think he's hiding his smile. I instantly felt my cheeks burning. I place the plates down the counter and pulled out the headphones off my ears.


　　"You... How long have you been there?" I ask him.


CHAPTER 40 "Sunday" 2