“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I silently take my seat inside the classroom and thankfully got in on time. The professor begins to discuss while I began to pull my book out from my bag and jotted some notes down.


　　By twelve, I grabbed some lunch near a food chain with Martin and his two friends. They were from my other class and I'll be having the same class with them by one in the afternoon so we decided to have lunch together instead. The three of them sits right across me and I was the only one sitting opposite to them.


　　I got on to iMessage, took a photo of the lunch I ordered then sent it to Gage.


　　Me: I'm having lunch right now :)


　　He was quick enough to see my message and he's even typing too. He sent a photo of his lunch too and it looked more delicious than what I ordered right now.


　　Gage: cooked myself some lunch too :) don't worry, I'll pay what I'm getting from your fridge. I promise :D


CHAPTER 44 "Pizza" 2