“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　When we finished having dinner together, he drove me home right away and he blasted some The 1975 music on his stereo which was actually my favorite. He said he had worked for them in the past for a magazine and he said they were actually a cool band.


　　"If you want to Tate, I can bring you with me to some of my photo shoots." He tells me.


　　He nods. "I'm leaving for London tomorrow and I have a few photo shoots there if you want to."


　　"Wow. You just got here but you're already leaving." I say.


　　"I just took a day off to spend it with you." He smiles.


　　I sheepishly smiled back. "That's really sweet of you. Thanks."


　　"It's not a big problem. So, you wanna go with me to London?"


　　"Hmm.." I pursed my lips together. "How long will you be away?" I questioned.


　　"Two weeks? I can't be away that long. I have classes." I tell him right away.


　　He pouts. "Oh yeah. I forgot you have classes."


CHAPTER 46 "Library" 2